That night. Jungkook didn't even had his dinner nor did he sleep for any hour. He's just watching V sleep peacefully. Sometimes, his eyebrows curls up which shows that he's having some bad dreams or perhaps, some nightmares.
Jungkook is worried for him. He feels guilty for V. He blames himself about what happened to V. He can't help himself but to feel guilty and mad at himself.
It's already morning. But V was still unconscious. He's still sleeping peacefully. He looks like a baby who's sleeping cutely. The way his lips curls up into a cute pout makes him even cuter.
"Kook. I'll go and watch V for you. You need to eat too. Trust me. You'll be sick if you don't eat anything at this moment." Jimin offers him.
"I'm not hungry. I don't feel like I have any appetite to digest any food right now."
"Yaah~ Jungkook. For God's sake. You're already a grown up man now. You're in your early 40's already. So act like one. Don't be a stubborn bitch. Go out and eat something else. If you don't want to, then I'll not let you see V today."-he tried to convince Jungkook which seems to listen to him as he found his way towards the door.
He spared a one last glance towards V, he let out a deep sigh and he then went out of the said room.
When he's out already and it seems like, he's not there anymore. Jimin whispers something to V's ears.
"Wake up already. I know, you're just acting up."-he whispers.
And with that, V opened his eyes widely.
"Hyung... H-how-- did you know?"
"Well. It might be a coincident. But you and Taehyung have a lot of similarities. When she's acting to sleep, or faking it. She pouts a lot. And, you're just doing it a while ago. So~"
V laughed at him. He really knew him and her, better than anyone else.
"Sorry hyung. I---I just can't find any strength to-to face him. A-and to talk it out with him. I'm... It's hurt hyung."
"I know. But, V... You really have to talk it out with him. Jungkook deserves to hear you, and you also deserves to hear his explanati--"
V shakes his head vigorously.
"No. I don't need to hear anything else from him. I've had enough. I've had enough already. I-I don't think, I'm ready t-to hear any further painful words from him... I can't take it."
"But, what if he has something else to say to you? At least, try to hear him first. You can always count on me if, if he tries to hurt you again or if he says painful words to you again. But, I'm telling you right now V... The way he cares for you, the way he acted when he saw you lying on the floor lifeless. It doesn't seem like, he hates you... You just have to open up your heart for him. Try to listen to him. V, nothing will be gone from you from trying right? From giving another chance?"
Silence...
"But. I've already given too many chances. I was in the verge of losing myself right now. If---- if I try to listen to my heart. If I try to give another chance again and nothing's left for me to hold onto... Then, is there___ is there any possibility that, I won't get hurt? That, it won't be painful for me, for me to face the reality? I think, I think I'm not ready yet to hear him totally turning me down... I-need more time, time for myself. So please hyung. Please~ help me now. I___ I have to leave now. I just need to--*he started to cry again*"
"Okay2x. You don't have to cry already. I understand. I understand it, and I'm willing to help you. Don't worry. Okay? I'll help you."-he hugs him. "But, at least. Say goodbye to Jungkook. Please~ Do it for me. It's okay if you don't want to listen to him yet. I'll handle him myself. But, you have to bid him a goodbye. He's your boss, after all. Isn't it?"
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#MBT Pt.2
FanfictionWhere he came back to Seoul after 18 years of living in Paris alone after losing his beloved wife. He has been repenting and regretting his past decisions for over 18 years. Blaming himself for his loss. But then, one day he must face the reality. ...