Broken Pieces : Yoonmin

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Jimin's pov

I don't know after how many days I laughed, maybe weeks, months or years? I don't know. I forgot to smile, I forgot how my giggles sounded. I was alone. I had no one by my side except my younger brother. But still, here I am laughing at Jin hyung's and Taehyung's idiotic and weird conversation.

I was just an introvert, let's not forget a broken one. And it's still unreal how I am sitting with the hottest boys in the campus, including my ....crush?

At this point, I am not sure. I am not sure if it's a mere crush. That boy's gummy smile lights my day. The feelings grew stronger when he showed me care. I always want him to smile, I want him to...myself....it's selfish? I don't know.

I want to know him, I want to kiss him, hug him, sleep with him, run on the night streets with him, make so many memories, and love him.

But it's impossible. Of course it is. There were never any rumors of Yoongi dating a boy and everyone knew he was straight as a fucking board.

But a boy can dream right? It's not possible for him to fall for me. It's okay as long as he stays by my side and smiles. I would be happy thinking about him in my imaginary world, loving him and making love to him.

"Oppaa!" That voice... I turn around to see Naeyon,... the girl he had kissed a few nights ago, coming towards our table, her lips painted in pale pink, her hair tied up in a bun, her skin flawless as usual and a thin shirt with a pink skirt which hardly reached her knees.

I hate to admit it but... she looks stunning and if I was straight, I could've fallen for her? Doesn't matter though. Now, she's my sort of rival who's trying to date Yoongi.

"What the fuck are you doing here Naeyon?" His irritated voice made me smile a bit, knowing he wasn't happy with her arrival. The others on the table looked at her weirdly but went back to eat their foods.

"Didn't have to be that mean oppa," scoffing she pulled him up by his arm. "What the-," before Yoongi could say anything, the girl dragged him with her outside the cafeteria.

I looked at the direction where the two of them vanished, instantly remembering the prom night when I saw the both of them kissing. It hurts. I mean, he was not my boyfriend or committed to me, but still...it hurts.

I lost my appetite. Not wanting to eat anymore, I stood up to go to the classroom or maybe..home? Jin hyung saw me pushing my plate away to which he knitted his eyebrows together.

"Where are you going?" He asked with concern while Jungkook and Taehyung looked at me with confused eyes. "I don't want to eat. I am not feeling well. Maybe, I should go home."

Jin hyung was about to say something but Taehyung interrupted," It's okay. Take the day off if you want to. Let's go."

He got up without wasting any other moment, packing my untouched burger and giving it to me for future use. I don't want him to go with me, I don't want him to see me cry, I don't want him to see how hopelessly I am in love with someone, I don't want him to see how broken I am.

"Tae..wait," he didn't listen to me and grabbed my arm. "Taehyung wait-" he linked his fingers with mine and both of us walked to the university gate.

"Can you leave me alone?" The words came out as a whisper, hoping the younger didnt hear me. He stopped and looked at me, my eyes filled with tears, water threatening to fall from them.

"Jimin..," he wraps his arms around me and the hug makes me burst out. Why the fuck am I so broken? Why am I crybaby and can't control myself for a moment from crying? Why the fuck am I like this?!!