Broken Pieces : Yoonmin

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Namjoon

"Where's Jin hyung?"

The words left my mouth unconsciously when I noticed the eldest one among us missing from here. The six of us agreed to have a small hangout in our favourite cafe for dinner when Tae asked in the lunchtime of university. Everyone immediately said yes including Jin hyung, a small smile subconsciously forming in my lips before quickly wiping it off. Hoseok's smirk didn't go unnoticed but I tried my best to ignore it.

Now that when all of us here for the last thirty minutes, Jin hyung's absence really made me question, wondering where he was and whether he was okay, leaving a void and a tug in my chest. I didn't seem to attract a lot of attraction as the food arrived, all the five of them digging in while I looked outside still hoping for the gorgeous male to ring the bell and enter the cafee.

"So, you two have something going on, don't you?" There was this infamous smirk adjorned on his fucking face as Hoseok asked the two youngest members of our friendgroup, both of them literally stuffing their mouths with cheeseburgers and French fries. I smiled. It was obvious the two of them were in a relationship or both in love but too shy to confess.

Jungkook's face visibly paled as he looked at Taehyung who said nothing but continued to stare at Hoseok. If looks could kill, I was sure he would be dead now. Taehyung had this switch personality,  one minute he was the sweetest human being you would never want to lose and the next, he would turn into a murderous lizard like doctor Corners in the spiderman movie we all are a fan of. And by turning into a lizard, I didn't mean the literal meaning though.

Jimin sat quietly beside me as he finished his meal silently, Yoongi hyung don't giving a shit about the situation but watching him like he was the most precious boy in this whole universe. Oh, so I know who caused Yoongi's little problem in the class that day. Smirking, I turned back to the glass walls, still hoping Jin Hyung to walk through the doors. It was forty minutes but still no sign of him, heart thumping faster and sadness seeping inside me but was immediately brought back to reality by Taehyung's words.

"We are dating."

The table erupted with laughter and claps, including me and Yoongi hyung, who unexpectedly cheered the loudest along with Hoseok, even drawing some attention from the nearby tables. He was never the type to behave like this even when he was extremely happy. Guess, being with Taehyung really helped him to come out of the closet while being with your closest friends.

Taehyung looked outside with a blush decorating his pretty cheeks while his boyfriend, flashed us a bunny smile. Jimin, on the other hand, still seemed quiet but I could notice the corners of his lips lifted upward a bit, showing he was smiling and happy for the other two.

Honestly I was happy but still jealous seeing the two of them all being in love and in a relationship,  specially of Jungkook. That boy started liking Taehyung almost at the same time I started falling for Jin Hyung. And now? The two of them seemed inseparable as I sighed. Why can't we be like them? Why can't i bring myself to confess to Jin Hyung? Why can't he seem to notice my love for him? Why am I so damn scared that our friendship will be destroyed and our friend group will fall apart?

A part of me always shouted inside, telling how Jin hyung won't accept me and love a nerd like me. All of his partners till this date were charming, stunning and gorgeous. While I just lurked behind everyone with the looks of a nerd and an abandoned human being. I still didn't know how everyone in university admired me even when I was like this. I believed I became popular because of my friends being the face of university. I don't deserve to be like this, popular or even be happy.

"I'm going to the washroom."

I got up and hurried my way to the washroom while others just nodded and gulped down the meal. Hoseok looked at me with concern while I just smiled and mouthed 'I'm fine' to him before rushing to the back of the cafe. The thoughts were heavy and I needed to let them out as it hurt my chest too much that it began to suffocate me in this beautiful spacious Cafe.

What I didn't expect was to find a familiar face, pinning someone on the wall and literally making out. For fucks sake this is a public space. I tried to ignore them and began throwing water to my face and washing my hands when my gaze landed on the face, I remembered where I saw him. He was the guy Jin hyung was dating but now here he was, sucking life out of another boy who wasn't Jin hyung.

Raged filled my blood as I tsked, marching to him and grabbing him by hue back collar while he groaned. He seemed to he a lot younger than me, probably a freshman in university? Not that I fucking care as I shoved the guy on the dirty sink with fire spitting from my ears. I was pretty sure I turned red but all i could think was about the hurt that would be seen in Jin Hyung's if he came to know about his supposed boyfriend cheating on him. The smaller or the high schooler stood still and paralyzed before dashing out of the washroom. Fortunately there was no one there except the two of us.

"What the fuck! Have you gone mad?"

I pulled his hair and looked at him with a warning. He dared to hurt the love of my life and I ain't letting him go unless he received a few punches from me. Jin hyung trusted him, was dating him and they were in a fucking relationship and he threw all of this out of the window and now was kissing a fucking highschooler?

I gave him a final kick on his knee as he moaned from the pain and grabbed the mirror, finally able to stand up and look at me with anger. I grabbed his chin and could feel him trember under my hold. Smirking, I pushed him lightly and said with a slight glance of warning. "Don't you ever dare to show this filthy face in front of Seokjin or I'm gonna pull cut your balls. This is a warning."

I turned back and was about to walk out but them stopped, looking back at him with an unreadable, calm expression. "You're going to tell him the truth and apologize for being a jerk. Or I'll hunt you down. Jin isn't alone." And with those final words, I was out.

I didn't go back to the table and exited the cafe through the back door, not forgetting to leave a text to Yoongi hyung or Hoseok or they would worry. It was unexpected when I noticed the text box with Jin Hyung's contact visible at the top, with a message left unread. Without wasting any other moment, I opened the text, heart beating faster after reading it and rushing to his house.

There he layed in his apartment, with beer cans and pizza boxes scattered on the floor. He was drunk and blabbered words which either didn't exist in human vocabulary or were too hard to understand. "Oh, hyung!"

He immediately launched himself on me as I smiled, finally getting him in my arms as I hugged him tightly. "You're so drunk, Hyung."

He steadied himself and looked at me with a pout decorating his face, finally speaking some slurred words. "That jerk had the audacity to dump me..b-before I did. Like, w-who the h-hell cheats on the university h-hunk with a f-fucking highs-schooler? Fucking a-ass. I'm gonna t-tear him apart." So he knew.

"Come on hyung. We need to get you to bed."  He blabbered some words underneath his breath as I sweeped him up in my arms and carried him to his bedroom. The room was clean as expected while I plopped the male on the bed. The clock on the table said it was almost 9 in the evening and I needed to get back to my apartment.

My plan immediately change when I was pulled down on the bed by a strong hand, arms wrapping wound my body with a head snuggling in my chest. I looked down to see him looking back at me with flushed cheeks and half closed eyes as if he was damn sleepy. "S-stay Joon." With a heavy sigh, I dared to peck his forehead and nod. "I ain't going anywhere. Sleep Hyung."

Seconds later soft snores were heard while I smiled in content, wrapping my arms back on his waist. Who even cares about consequences when you have your long time one sided love in your arms, sleeping and snuggling in your chest. Those damn objectives can come later. For now I wanted to enjoy this quiet, peaceful sleep with this gorgeous male.

Night hyung, my voice uttered as I closed my eyes to sleep as well.

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