Worthless (Maniggy)

Chapter 2: Let Me Die~

*Brian's P.O.V.*

SHIT!

Jeordie just caught Jenna kissing me! And what's worse was....I kissed her back.

I don't know why I kissed her back! I just wanted her to leave me alone!

"Fuck...Fuck no no no....Goddammit Jenna, why did you kiss me?!"

"Brian, I just want you back-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

I ran passed her and ran all the way to Jeordie's house...

I hope he's okay.

I love him more than anything....I'm nothing without him.

By the time I reached his house, I ran through the front door, and yelled "JEORDIE!" I ran around the house looking for him, calling his name.

"Jeordie please!!"

I ran to his room and he wasn't in there. I looked over at his bathroom door and saw the light was on. I ran over to the door and tried to open it, but it was locked.

"Jeordie? Jeordie! Jeordie open up please! I'm sorry!"

I heard him cry out and that when I kicked he door in. The door flew open an my heart shattered to pieces.

There sitting in front of me on the ground, was the love of my life, sobbing, and cutting his wrists with a piece of a broken mirror.

"Jeordie! Jeordie baby, stop!"

I dropped down to my knees in front of him, and tried to pull the shard out of his hands, but he said "No! Brian no! Stop it!"

"Jeordie, give me the shard!"

"No! Leave me alone! Go back to Jenna! I hope you two are very happy together!"

"Jeordie please! Give me the shard, Jeordie, please!"

"No! Just let me die!"

I snatched the shard out of his hand, and threw it away from us.

"No! No no, why did you do that!"

"Jeordie listen to me-"

"Go away!"

"Baby please-"

"JUST LET ME DIE!"

I wrapped my arms tightly around him, and he buried his face in my shoulder. He cried into my shirt, and he was shaking bad. Tears were streaming down my face, and I never wanted to let him go.

"Please...Please, just let me die...I don't belong here.." He mumbled into my neck.

I shook my head and said "I'm not leaving you, Jeordie."

"You will...Everyone does...Everyone hates me..I'm worthless."

I pulled away and held his face in my hands. I wiped his tears away and said "Jeordie Osbourne White, do not ever scare me like that again, do you hear me? You are not worthless. You are my best friend, I would die for you, and I have been in love with you since I first laid eyes on you."

His beautiful brown eyes lit up a little and he asked "W-What?"

I leaned in and pressed my lips to his. All the hatred towards Jenna and my family, and all the love I have for Jeordie, I put into that kiss...I poured my heart into it.

He kissed me back instantly, and everything around me, disappeared. I think about him every single day. I dream about him every night, and mentally kick my ass for being too big of a pussy to tell him how I felt.

After we pulled away, I pressed my forehead to his and closed me eyes. I sighed and said "I love you....More than anything in the world."

"I love you too."

I kissed him again and turned my attention to his bloody wrists. I stood up and helped him up and said "Come on baby, let's get you cleaned up."

He nodded and asked "C-Can you carry me?"

I smiled and said "Sure, beautiful."

I scooped him up in my arms bridal style, and carried him to his parents bathroom, where they had a big first aid kit.