Hey there guys
Also seriously if you know me irl please for the love of god do not read this oh my god there are three of you in particular I am really afraid will see this you know who you are please stay aWAY
God, I feel so uncomfortable writing this but I feel like having a convo about it with my h0rny friendos?? God that sounds so weird
Ummmm
Yeah I'll just get on with it, and I'm just gonna try to shove my feelings away and say it with as little awkwardness as possible
I should make a second account for this sort of stuff so I can say it with less embarrassment..
Because like for me this is THE LINE for when NSFW gets too personal
And I'm not even going into detail with anything
So like I wouldn't want any of this right now bc I'm underage and not ready for any sort of relationship that isn't strictly platonic, but just
I do read x reader fanfics
A lot
If you know me you know they're like half my personality
Okay in order to say this I have to call myself Y/N it's the only way
I'm saying Y/N of all things because I leave comments taking about the shit Y/N is doing in fanfiction a lot and just to me this is the closest thing I'm gonna get to talking about myself without explicitly talking about myself
I can't say "I" for this shit
I just can't
I can't do it
Okay to the actual thing now
Part of Y/N wants that tender, loving shit where the naughties may as well be wholesome fluff because Y/N just kindly guides a shy nerd on how to do the thing and it's all sweet and consensual and full of love, if anyone's the dom here it's Y/N but they don't act mean or controlling with their power they just make sure both of em have a nice time and feel safe and okay throughout the whole thing
But then the other part is just really hot for villains and wants to be their fucking pet, not abused or anything, just like.. you get it
And they just like
Don't know how to fucking feel about this shit
And they're very embarrassed
Y/N doesn't like writing this
Y/N might implode, they'll get back to you later on whether or not it happens
YOU ARE READING
Anything NSFW (I'm so embarrassed aaaaaaaa)
FanfictionBeen real scared about making a book like this in case my school or parents find my account but at this point I just don't fucking care anymore they won't find shit tons of y'all get away with this sort of stuff I just fucking- yeah Remember all tha...
