Heart Ache

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Heart ache

My heart yearns for the warmth your body emitted when you held me in an embrace.

There are simply no words to describe the sorrow etched into my heart that has burned since the day you left.

I'm sorry I couldn't give you a reason to trust me.

I'm sorry there's not a single word written in the wall of fate regarding a future for us.

Every single day I call out your name. Hoping that maybe one day I will be enough for you. That I'll be enough of a reason to call out fate and bring us together.

But I cannot be the only one fighting. There is no war between fate and us. It is a war between fate and my hope.

My hope that there is still a chance to piece us together again - but as one this time.

The words carved into stone mean nothing to me but to you they are what's right.

So I'm sorry that I'm trying too hard.

I'm sorry that I love you too much.

If true love were to be compared with our love - if you can even call it that - they would see, they would all see that the way of the world is wrong.

Why can't it be wrong?

No matter what you do I shall never think of you as a hindrance. God, even if you leave me on my knees begging for you to come back I'll still love you the same.

Nothing could change how I think of you.

Our flame will soon run out. Wait, how can a flame go out if it never existed in the first place?

So this is the truth, huh?

The fire raging in my heart was just one-sided. You never loved me did you?

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