Numb(On Hold)

Is it the Truth?

     I will be writing this not to scare anyone but to write about what some people go through in their lives. Wishing everything was perfect... but reality hits some and it's not Perfect.

     ~ there could be some words that may trigger some into depression but understand if you can't then by all means do not go further.

Why?

Hurt!

Piece of Crap!

You're No Good!

Pathetic Excuse for a Woman!

Just go away!!

No One likes You!!!!

Don't you get it! You're TRASH!!!

Gina POV

     I can't  understand why? Would Tony tell me that???

     I still don't know what I did to Tony for him to say that . I just confessed to him that I like him? Now, he turns around and tell me that ? Did I offend him? I'm confused. Should I have apologized and take it back? I wonder if he will still talk to me tomorrow at school?

     Well maybe I shouldn't be so worried . I'll just think of something when the time comes .

          Author POV

     Gina is a young 18 yr old high school student . She isn't beautiful nor ugly ( that's what she thinks and hopes for). She has friends but not to many. She doesn't have enemies nor anyone bullies her. Just an average teenage student.
     She met Tony in school in one of her classes. He had moved here  to San Rita from Houston. And this was our last year in high school. He was a nice guy and during this time he befriended Gina. Gina started to like Tony, so one day after 2 months of being friends Gina confessed to Tony.

     Tony was perplexed because he didn't have any feelings forwards Gina. He just didn't think she was " cute" enough  or " slender enough" you see Gina was on the heavier side . Gina was 5'5" and weighed in at 180lbs. Technically for a teenage girl that was considered " overweight "... well that's what Tony thought. Tony had eyes for Gina's best friend Linda. She was small, petite and beautiful. No comparison to Gina.

     Linda knew that Gina liked Tony but deep down she too had a " crush" on Tony. She didn't want Gina to know because she would feel guilty. Do she never told her.

       Tony's POV

    ~ Damn it ... why? Did Gina had to confess to him! He just didn't like her ! Arghhh she is Fugly!!! ~

     ~ Tony texting Linda ~

Tony> Hey Linda. Why? Didn't you tell me Gina has the hots for me?

Linda>You didn't ask me dummy.

Tony> Well she confessed to me this afternoon and I feel ... grossed out! Ewww her having feelings towards me ... just gives me the chills...😖

Linda>look she does like you . Why don't you like her too!!💁🏻‍♀️

Tony> Hell No!! Sh's too big!! Like everywhere!! Whole lot of people there! 😖

Linda>Well if you don't like her then  what did you tell her?

Tony> Well..... kinda told her something else...😬