Tonight the monsters in my head are screaming so damn loud but I built walls so high so they never even make a sound it's a mask it's a lie it's the only home I've ever known cause being who I really am has only left me more alone
I am not ok and I need you to see it I have so much to say and no one to hear it the reason I keep quiet with so much at stake I always feel like a burden let it silence me you'll never understand why it's so hard to say I'm not ok
Wish I had a scar had a bruise on the surface any kind of proof that everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse my life's invisible abuse I'm either judged or have to hide the only symptom you can see is I don't wanna be alive
I am not ok and I need you to see it I have so much to say and no one to hear it the reason I keep quiet with so much at stake I always feel like a burden let it silence me you'll never understand why it's so hard to say
I'll never have the words I can't explain this hell but what if it kills me if I keep it to myself to myself
I am not ok and I need you to see it I have so much to say and no one to hear it I'm not ok I'm not ok I'm never safe it's not a phase if I finally break would you still stay
Tonight the monsters in my head are screaming so damn loud
