Oh if you could see me now oh if you could see me now
It was February fourteen Valentine's day the roses came but they took you away tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone and I'll never get to show you these songs dad you should see the tours that I'm on I see you standing there next to mom both singing along yeah arm in arm and there are days when I'm losing my faith because the man wasn't good he was great he'd say music was the home for your pain and explain I was young he would say "take that rage put it on a page take the page to the stage blow the roof off the place" I'm tryna make you proud do everything you did I hope you're up there with God saying that's my kid
I still look for your face in the crowd oh if you could see me now (oh if you could see me now) would you stand in disgrace or take a bow oh if you could see me now (oh if you could see me now)
If you could see me now would you recognize me would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me would you follow every line on my tear stained face put your hand on a heart that's as could as the day you were taken away I know it's been awhile but I could see you clear as day right now I wish I could hear you say I drink too much and I smoke too much dutch but if you can't see me now that shit's a must
You used to say I won't know until it cost me like I won't know real love until I've lived and I lost it and if you've lost a sister someone's lost a mom and if you lost a dad someone's lost a son and they're all missing now yeah they're all missing now so if you get a second to look down on me now mom dad I'm just missing you now
I still look for your face in the crowd oh if you could see me now ( oh if you could see me now) would you stand in disgrace or take a bow oh if you could see me now
Oh oh
Would you call me a saint or a sinner would you love me a loser or winner
Oh oh
When I see my face in the mirror we look so alike it makes me shiver
I still look for your face in the crowd oh if you could see me now ( oh if you could see me now) would you stand in disgrace or take a bow oh if you could see me now (oh if you could see me now) I still look for your face in the crowd oh if you could see me now (oh if you could see me now) would you stand in disgrace or take a bow oh if you could see me now (oh if you could see me now)
You could see you could see me now (you could see you could see me now)
