Reminisce
I waved my hand to the ocean of fans, and I flashed my sweetest smile. SM Town World Tour in Taiwan. Tired but happy.
"Where are you going?" Amber asked me when I made my first step to the backstage.
"Dressing room, Magpapahinga lang ako." Pagod na sabi ko kay Amber.
"Are you ok unnie?" Krystal asked me when we met in the hall way, galing din siguro sya sa dressing room namin.
"Pagod lang" a weak smile flash.
I don't know why. Bakit parang may kung ano ang biglang nagpasama ng pakiramdam ko. So i decided to go outside, fresh air is what I need right now. Sa hallway palang ay pansin ko na ang kilos ng mga tao.
Fresh cold air, I closed my eyes and feel the air as if someone is hugging me. But the time I open my eyes the smile was faded. My heart beat loud and fast. He's wearing hoodie and a cap, with his back pack and some paper bag on his hands and i think it's guitar. Unti unti akong nawawalan ng hininga, sa tuwing papalapit sya sa babaeng nakangiti, he put the paper bags down and run fast to her, they're hugging each other, yung parang matagal na silang hindi nagkikita. I'm going to turn my back when...
"I miss you" he's low husky voice. i faced them again, but this time nagtago na ko.
"I really miss you too" she said.
tinignan at pinakinggan ko lang sila. But something breaks my heart. Nichkhun move his hand on her hair. Inayos nya yun at parang may sinasabi habang ginagawa iyon. He used to that to me, but now for her. I can't breathe or move.
But everything fall when he strum his guitar.
Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,
"I will Always be by Victoria's side"
Then, where are you now? I need you here beside me. At nagsimula ng pumatak ang mga luha ko.
More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,
"No way, you can't return. I'm always here. You understand?"
I don't understand, you're not here, you give up on me.
What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
"Take care dont get hurt, think of me occasionally. Even alot is not a crime, its fine"
But it's illegal to think of you right now, sobra akong nasasaktan at ikaw ang dahilan.
Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,
"Only u are my other half"
I'm your other half years ago, but right now she's your other half.
More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,
What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....
when the song ended, I realized. It's not about our story right now, it's about their story. It's illegal to think or to wish him back, because I can see in his eyes how happy he is to be with her. I guess it's better to keep those good memories, and victoria should move on.
Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko. At papaalis na sana ng...
"Victoria-ssi?" I stiffed.
