- Thirty -
- Feel Alone -
" Bye Jjunie" Woobin said and Hyeongjun just nodded his head while waving his hands as a bye
After saying goodbye on his hyung, he went again to his room and started to study again. But sadly he can't focus.
He was thinking about what Woobin asked earlier about Wonjin's promise. Well there was a possibility that Wonjin really going to break it but there still a chance that Wonjin will keep it.
In Hyeongjun thoughts Wonjin really going to keep it since Wonjin doesn't tell him anything about breaking it.
For Hyeongjun it's okay to break the promise, but aslo if Wonjin wanted to break it Hyeongjun wanted him to said it to him so that he will stop waiting for that chance.
If Wonjin falls for someone else.. he can't stop it because him and Wonjin are just friends. He doesn't have a right to stop it because he knows that the older has his own feelings too.
And even the promise is meaningful to him he can forget about the promise if Wonjin really going to break it. He doesn't want to wait if the promise is already break. He will just going to hurt if he keeps waiting.
But.. For now he is thinking positive, he doesn't want to think negative because he knows that if he thinks about negative thoughts that might get real.
Hyeongjun just stand up on his sit and jump on his bed. He was continued his thinking. And he also continuing wishing that Wonjin really keep the promise.
Until he fell asleep while thinking, he doesn't mind the cold air surrounding on his bedroom. The bright moon from his open window. And his bed that full of books that he used this morning.
He just mind to sleep since it's also late.
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- Morning -
Another morning came. Hyeongjun woke up because of the birds that stays on his open window. He stand up on his bed and looked outside. It's 06:00am in the morning, still early to start his day.
He looked around on his bedroom and find it dirty and messy so he decided to clean it up before preparing for his school.
He wear his slippers and walk towards his study table. He cleaned all the things there before turning his attention on his bed and started to clean it.
He get all the books and put it in his mini books shelf. After cleaning all the mess on his bedroom, he get his phone and used it for awhile.
After a minute of scrolling he finally decided to get ready for his school since it's already 07:00am in the morning and his class will start at 09:00am
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After he get ready, he ate his breakfast and directly walk outside to go to his school...
Quiet walking, birds can hear, people walk can also hear, while the leaves quietly falling down from the trees.
Hyeongjun just quietly singing his favorite song as he walk to his school.
Not like before when Hyeongjun is walking towards his school he is looking at the people and observed them, now Hyeongjun just looking down while his favorite music was playing on his earphone.
Maybe he changed or maybe he's not in the mood. He keeps walking until he finally reached his school. He entered at the school gate and directly go towards is building to go to his classroom.
He sit on his chair and started to get his books and note pad. He started to read and write until their professor finally arrived.
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His day is great so far, it's already their break time and he was sitting alone. He was finding his friends but he can't. Maybe their was busy.
He eat his food while looking at the students who are now busy eating with their friends and lovers. He feel alone but he was already used for it.
He also feels like he was waiting for someone that always eat with him and annoy him. Maybe it his friends or his lover who promised something on him.
Waiting while eating, until he finished his food there's still no one comes to his table to eat with him.
" lol what is the purpose of my waiting when there is no one that will come here and eat with me... Waste of time eh? No it's not a waste of time because i eat... Alone with myself" Hyeongjun said to himself before standing up to his chair and bring back the plate that he used.
He washed his hands and decided to walk around on the campus since it's still early for him to go back on his classroom.
As he walk around still wanting to see his friends because he also wanted to talk with them. But it seems like he can't...
He stopped on the field and saw his friends together. Jungmo and Minhee was minding their own business, playing together while holding each other's hands.
While Seongmin and Taeyoung running like a kid, and Serim and Allen was taking care of Woobin..
Now he feels more lonely than he feels before..
" They seem really happy.."
" So this is what they feels when i ignored them before?" Hyeongjun questioned himself..
He just turned around and just decided to go back to his classroom. But when he turned around he bumped with someone..
" oh I'm sorry.. " Hyeongjun said and looked up to see who's the one he bumped and it was...
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Publish: 10/04/2021
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Fanfiction- Make You Mine - { HamLem } - A story about a boy named Song Hyeongjun having a crush on the second year College student named Ham Wonjin. - - Let's see how Hyeongjun fell in love, get heart broken, move on and forget about Wonjin - - And Wonjin...