- Sixty-two -
- Feelings -
" still. You don't need to use your money for this I'm okay of the simple gifts. And about your feelings that you want me to feel you already don't need to do it because i already feel it now " Hyeongjun said still wearing his smile.
" Yah don't tell me?? " Wonjin said with a confuse tone not getting what is Hyeongjun's saying
" You don't get it? " Hyeongjun asked and the older shook his head as a no
" bad for you " Hyeongjun said before going inside of his house again making the older pouted of confusion
" yahhhh open the door, we still going out yahh" Wonjin said but Hyeongjun didn't open the door
" let's go out next time when you already get what i said, byeeeee take careee " Hyeongjun said before letting himself ran towards his room upstairs
Leaving the older outside of their house door. Wonjin trying his best to get what Hyeongjun saying earlier but his brain won't cooperate with him
After a minute of thinking but still he can't think about what the younger are saying he finally decided to go home and just continued to think there.
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While this poodle here at his room smiling like an idiot while staring at the Roses that Wonjin gave.
" most beautiful Roses i ever had" Hyeongjun mumbled to himself before putting the roses on the vase of his flowers and then put some water on it.
After that Hyeongjun sit on his bed and started to use his phone. While scrolling peacefully on his social medias account something suddenly came into his mind that's makes him think about it.
For a short but long time finally the main question on his mind is now the main thing he was thinking about. His Feelings.
He still thinking about if his feelings is already clear now. Since this days there was the sign of falling in love again in his.
There was a 5 sign for him that he is already falling in love or falling in love again. And he was feeling it all now.
Happy. He was really happy when he was around the older again
Can stop smiling. He was smiling all the time when him and Wonjin are having fun while hanging out with each other.
Interesting of what the older doing everday whenever the two of them didn't hanging out.
He can't get out on his mind whenever he miss the older or he wanted to see the older.
Last but not least, everyday, every night he was imagining that the older is on his side when he will going to sleep or the older is not on his side.
" I think my feelings is already clear now." Hyeongjun said before smiling at himself again while standing up on his bed and walk towards the window
Cold breeze of the air started to blow again. Hyeongjun had his hand on the window while watching of the flying birds on the sky
He was feeling like he is free again to fall in love deeply even thought he was still having a trust issues of what happened 2 years ago.
The trust issues on his will never leave him again since he still can back at the past with memories.
Actually he was scared to fall in love agin on the older because he was still scared. There's a possibility that Wonjin still going to hurt the younger and that's the only one that Hyeongjun keep scared of.
But how can he stop himself for falling in love if he really in love? That's the question but he have a answer for it. If he scared what will he do on his feelings? Throw away? No.
For him even thought he was scared he can't blame himself for falling in love to the older again. He used to love the older before.
And like what Mrs. Song said there was still love or feelings on Hyeongjun's heart for the older.
Even thought Hyeongjun have a new heart now his love and feelings for the older was still there. It's like he was really destined to fall in love to the older over and over again even thought he feel a pain from the older before.
Like they said love is love, true feelings will still grow even thought you already hurt. If you and him really for each other millions or billions of problems or pain or hurt or anything. At the end of forever you still live with each other and will fall in love with each other over and over again.
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Publish 11/16/2021
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Fanfiction- Make You Mine - { HamLem } - A story about a boy named Song Hyeongjun having a crush on the second year College student named Ham Wonjin. - - Let's see how Hyeongjun fell in love, get heart broken, move on and forget about Wonjin - - And Wonjin...