I can see you,jeon jungkook.....my first and only love.
You are in this hospital room. Sitting besides the bed. Your head resting on someones lap,some one that isn't me. Tears where flowing down your eyes. I knew you where sad but it was temporary. You are with her,your love.....
Seeing you with her i felt happy and sad. Happy that you are with the one whom you love and sad that i couldn't be your love.
We always stayed together,had fun together,cried together and all those time my heart would beat fast for you. I always loved you. The love which was more than a friend could love you.I cherished our friendship more than anything else. I was waiting for a chance to open my heart to you. I hoped that you would love me back and we will have the happily ever after. But.......everything changed by her arrival. Sana,the new cute girl in school. She was pretty,cute and a pure soul. I can't blame you for falling in love with an angel like her.
The day you introduced her to me as your love,i promised myself to let go of you. But my love for you was so deep that it was hard for me to let go. I tried staying away from you but you came to me saying that you missed your bestfriend. Yes,bestfriend that was what you saw in me. A bestfriend who will be with you and support you in every decision you make.
I tried...i really tried but i couldn't let go of my love for you. The kisses and i love yous you shared with her always made me realise how you where someone elses.
Everything was happy for you but fate played its cruel game on you. Your love....she was dying . She had to replace her heart to live. I saw how you broke down. How you cried in my arms for her. I felt sad seeing you like that. I wanted to help you and i did. But it cost me our friendship. It made me go far away from you that i could no longer touch you. You had your love with you and i was happy that atleast my heart will always be with you and would always beat for you.
I can see the news flash on the tv in your room. Hearing that made me sigh in sadness.
"Kim taehyung,the second son of the kims was met with an accident. The boy passed away on their way to the hospital. But before leaving this world the boy had given life for another soul. Lee sana who was a heart patient went through a heart transplant. She recieved kim taehyungs heart........"
It made the reality dawn into me. My heart will always be with you but not my soul and body...............