Inner thoughts:
I'm not good at commitments because I'm afraid that what if I break someone's heart. What if I ruined someone's life...
But wait, I have a question?! Whenever someone told me that he love me. He wants to be with me. I just told them that I'm not interested because I don't believe in love. In my opinion, love is just a fantasy...The more you fell for it the more you will get insane... Because today or tomorrow, it will end.
But you know what whenever I told them this.I got many compliments like "You are a deceiver"..." You have a heart of stone"..." You will end up alone"..."You will regret it cuz you will never find a person like me"...
Like seriously, why why why?!! I mean I didn't betray you and I just told you about my feelings... I didn't deceive you but still, I end up with these types of comments.
It's not my mistake that if I didn't fell in love...or maybe it's my sin or goodness that I told people that I don't love them or don't like to betray them...!!
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I can't do this because I don't like to break people hearts or maybe, "I'm not good at commitments"
