Exemption. {H.S} *ON HOLD*

Goodbye Zayn:(

IN REGARDS TO ZAYN MALIK, BUT PLEASE STILL READ!

So, it is absolutely true that Zayn has left One Direction, which i am very upset over. I didn't see it coming at all and i have lately been crying like crazy. I never realized how much they really meant to me until now. But although i wish he didn't leave i respect his decision. These 5 boys have been 'with me' for 5 years, when i am sad and i read about them or just listen to their music i find myself with a smile on my face again. These boys are so amazing and it is unbelievable how far they have come and i am so proud of them. When i heard about Zayn leaving, i thought about how he has been acting these past couple months. He is not as happy, he doesn't jump around and make jokes like he used to. It also looks like he has lost about 20 pounds.

I am glad that he left for his health, i personally think his mental and physical health is more impotant than his job. I have also emailed One Directions Management about this, telling them that the boys do need a break once in a while and that since they have pushed them so hard, they are now paying the price. I really hope that Zayn will join One Direction again. With all of this happening i will try my hardest to update again, but i am not sure if i will be able to. Knowing the boys if they knew i was writing this they wouldn't want me to stop doing what i love because of something that i have no control over happened, and for that i will love them forever.

They always rather us smile than have a frown on our face. I found it funny how 1 could save millions but millions couldn't save 1.

I also wanted to talk about the 'Cutting4Zayn' and the suicides over Zayn leaving. Please if you are someone that i harming yourself over Zayn and you are reading this please stop cutting. He would hate to know he is the cause of this problem, it would also make him feel worse about himself , which we really don't want. Please stay clean for him, i do have to keep telling myself that this isn't the end of the world, no matter how much it hurts we need to keep pushing through. We are the strongest fandom out there. All the boys love all of us, no matter if they are together or not. We also need to keep being there for Louis, Harry, Niall and Liam, its our choice now we either support them and keep them going or we can break them. Also for all of the suicides i have heard the number is 107, which was about 3 days ago. I really hope this isn't true, but if it is please don't kill yourself over this, no matter how many problems you have and this just tops it off, they are all still here for you. There may only be 4 of them in our eyes but there will always be 5 in our hearts. Please don't kill you self over this. But to those who may have, R.I.P.

Our little boy from Bradford who was smashing it, was smashed.

Forever in our hearts Zayn, we love you and will never stop supporting you.

I will try my hardest to update soon. I love you all!.xx