oblivious | nahoya kawata

twenty-three

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"W-WHAT?" sanzu's eyes softened, a relief washing over his guilty heart "I... I've always wanted to go back to you and be with you but how could I? after all the things, but thinking about it now.." the tears were too real that you made him believe you, ran's eyes watched the scene that's displaying infront of him, suspiciously.

"you did all this for me, just for me to be happy" you smiled up at him, tears glistening your cheeks and shone in the dim light, you looked like a diamond, literally. sanzu grabbed you by your hair forcefully making you yelp "you think I believe this little drama of yours, huh?!" he practically grinded down his teeth with how he had them clenched.

"s-sanz-" the grip on your hair tightened even more, he yanked your hair higher, you were sure he would pluck your bunch of hair just like that, you closed your eyes from the pain, "y... you think I'm lying? tell me then, what should I do to prove you?" you met his eyes, pleading for him to let go, he looked away before freeing you as he looked behind him unable to meet your eyes and thinking what would make him trust you.

"hmm, where's your phone?" you looked around and stayed silent, you felt foolish than ever, how dumb were to think he would buy your no effort acting? he's a great murderer and gangster, he probably have seen this so many times, people saying shit for him to spare their life, "you wouldn't say shit, jesus christ" he mumbled looking around until his eyes landed on the table, where your phone has sat.

"ran, get you and your brother out if this apartment, don't enter until I say so" ran sighed in discontent, shaking his head at the younger lad before dragging his sibling out, you stood moodily, so many questions going through your mind, what is he going to do? is he going to kill you? or something worse-

"y/n, my darling, come'ere" you trembled before you slapped yourself mentally, preparing for whatever is about to come, with quick and steady steps, you went to him "you love me, right? you want me, right? and..." you locked his ocean blue orbs with your own ones, "you want to prove that, right?" you gulped before nodding your head sternly and quickly, eyes straight, glaring right back at his.

"here," he handed you a syringe, with some liquid in it, "without questioning further, put this on" you got the needle from his grasp and removed the cap, exposing the thin sharp metal and inserting it right on your upper wrist, showing no emotion of pain still looking at his face for any reason, his grin fell off when you did so, he didn't expect you to poke and drug yourself like that,

"what the fuck, y/n?!"

A/N ; smack that star button like how you wish to smack kisaki's face 😍