Yesterday turned out to be so much better than I thought it would. I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed, I guess. Today, on the other hand... Guess you could say it went the other way around. I woke up feeling okay, started off pretty well, and then it started to get worse. I might've gotten my expectations way too high, because yesterday was kind of a good day. Had no time to talk to my therapist today, which sucks. Today was just average. Which is already a lot better. Even though the day's not over yet, I feel like nothing much is going to happen in the next few hours. I hope so. Maybe it's better if I don't hope for anything and just let things happen instead. I usually do. I've learned my lesson. But having this amount of change happening at once is sort of messing with me. I'll get used to it, though.
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a diary. or something like that.
Diversosi'm going through some big changes in my life at the moment. i don't really feel like telling anyone i know about things that go wrong. don't want them to worry or tell me everything's gonna be okay. writing makes me feel like i'm telling someone an...
