Before I start I am so fucking sorry ! Me and amy didn't update in a while and she somehow got a new account go and follow her now! ( I forgot her name ;/)
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Was it the right decision ? Me and German have been trough so much still yet I left him behind . If I didn't leave what would have happened to my little Mary ? She's all I have left ! I love her to much ! Maybe just maybe if I didn't leave German could have convinced me that everything was going to be okay . That our little daughter was going to be okay , but I left . I don't know what took over my mind . Maybe the fear I have . I am scared . Scared as hell , but I need to stay strong . I need to show them that I am stronger then them . Show them that I wont break down ! But am I that sure ? Sooner or later I'll it's just a matter of time
