Journal entry 34
Hey it's Dannie again like you don't already know that. It happened again today but this time the beating and sexual harassment was worse than what he always did. Nick just doesn't stop even before he became like this. I just can't live like this, like I'm worthless and stuck in a never ending cycle of pain, unmade dreams, and broken promises that were just plain lies.
I know I'm broken and no one can fix me and what happened, I'm the only one that can do that. That's why I'm going to end it tonight while he is away in Japan for a business trip. I'm going to make all this pain and suffering finally leave me.
From, Dannie
I closed my third journal getting up from my bed and bedding to my bathroom in just my grey sweats and black Green Day sweatshirt. I headed to our bathroom, I hate that word our it makes me sick thinking about it. And pulled out his razors and broke them apart so I can spit him. I cut seven times on each arm and popped open the cupboard for sleeping pills just to be safe I took at least five. I could slowly feel myself slipping in a dark abiss, I slightly smile because it's finally over I'm free, or that's what I thought when I heard a door open and shut then crying in till I fell unconscious.
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Broken
FanfictionWhere Liam is just the sweet doctor who wants to help anyone he can. Where Dannie feels like she is nothing and just wants all the pain To go away.
