Ishq ya Mohabbat

21

And suddenly you became the most precious one my heart could hold!!

Ameerah sat on the bed and hold his face in her small hands and raised his head and a shiver ran her spine to see tears in his eyes. What's so much bothered him to bring tears in his eyes.

"Asim......" Words died when she saw a tear fell from his eyes and she hugged him that instant and they both fell  with ameerah hovering Asim and his body shook as he cry harder.

Ameerah could feel her own eyes with tear but controlled herself and rubbed his scalp to calm him down.

"Meera... I... I am sorry... I should have said you..... You earlier...... But was to afraid...... That you might........." He cried harder not able to continue.

Ameerah tighten  her hold and nuzzle her head in his neck and Asim too did the same.

They stayed in the same position for  a while when Asim pulled out and sat ameerah copied his action.

Asim looked down and started.

"I saw at the wedding lost my...... You looked so beautiful in dresses......... Than when I was walking and our accessories locked than I saw how beautiful you were if see from near." Asim stopped and looked up to see ameerah staring at him with a small smile.

"Than when I came to know that the rejected bride was I was hurt, I was hurt to see you all lost and hurt. I was off through out the wedding but than ammi said that she asked your hand for me. I got excited meera and dreamed about our future and all thos clingy things."Ameerah still at that but at last they both chuckle.

"But than next day I got to know that you rejected the proposal and than I wa hurt again and even smoked that night. Than from next day I  shifted here to divert my mind from all these stupid stuff. " Ameerah remembered how everyday someone would come to see her for marriage and than she started working for this company and left all those stuff for a while.

"But Than  failed to do so, it was so hard to forget your these eyes and your smile, your eyes roll and you soft voice. " Ameerah remembered how difficult it was for her to listen about him but couldn't meet him.

"Business was getting in lose which made me more lost I was like useless man who couldn't handle anything. One day I won a deal and to celebrate it I went to an expensive restaurant and had a delicious meal but my mind waver to you again!" She remembered how hard she worked for herself to become independent and stand on her feets and wa sso done of listening about Asim.

"In daze I walked to the club which was in the restaurant and sat on the bar and than one the man name Zain came and told me to taste........ He looked at her hesitate to say further she kept her hand over his." Ameerah remembered that name and her blood boiled.

"Than I tasted one of the drug and than  that zain  made video of I swear I inhaled in only one time and regretted it till now.  And from that day on he asks for money but that's not the problem I got him few days again and he delete the video the problem is......" He trailed off remembering his time

"I should have said you before getting married but I could not I am sorry meera I really am sorry please forgive this punk of yours please meera please I will die but don't leave me alone  I will be dead if you do so plet meera please." Asim was saying and apologizing but ameerah really felt something gagging which made her to stand and run to washroom and throw up. Asim ran and hold her hairs up and rubbed her back.

She washed her face and walked back to bed with Asim she laid down and Asim bought the chilled water which she drank in one go.

"Asim the name Zain he came yesterday and gave you some money and went I kept it over there." Ameerah said  pointing at the cupboard shocking Asim to core..

"You let him in?"Asim asked her anger building up in his veins.

"He came in I didn't" she said in her hoarse voice.

"And Asim tasting a drug doesn't make you a drug" addict ameerah said and Asim looked away.

"Meera I repent to God too even I tried to pray all nafl namaz so Allah could forgive me but thai nagging feeling wouldn't come down."

"Than on night when  we got married I failed to say you say something. Sorry meera so sorry-"Asim glance her to see her sleeping he sighed and kissed her forehead and lied beside her and slept  In peace.

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Asim was in his office and ameerah was helping the maids she felt dizzy and giddy but ignored it thinking it might be because of sleep.

"You don't look well Ameerah". One of the maid comment.

"No I am good. "Ameerah shook her head and they prepared the meal and than sat to gossip.

"Well ameerah if I say you something you won't mind right? "one of the maid asked ameerah shook her head.

"Woh humare gaon mein kehte hain ki agar kisi ke chehre par noor ho toh woh na-" ameerah Intrupted her

"Oye! It's not that shut it". Ameerah was all red and looked away thinking

Am I really- NO!
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