"why are people so obsessed with our picture?" I asked Max. he shrugged, "we look hot babe,"
I smiled. Max is the most amazing boyfriend we've been dating for 4 months now and it has been non stop fun. Jack hasn't tried to contact me, he was pretty pissed when he found out Max & I were dating
"@kaceymay23: what happened to #jarsyn?" I decided to answer, just because I see this tweet so much
"@carsynn: @kaceymay23 sometimes friendships & even love fade,"
I didn't really understand why Jack faked everything this whole time, it just didn't make sense, I just don't understand.
JOHNSON POV
"I thought you liked her," Gilinsky & i were having a conversation about Carsyn, it was pretty typical, he says I completely transformed into an ass & keep breaking her heart, even though he doesn't know the firs thing about love
"what is all this heartbreaking shit you're doing?" he asked me "the heart breaking is something us fuckboys do and you of all people shouldn't be a fuckboy"
I looked in his eyes and told him the truth,
"I love her man, she deserves to be happy, there's no way I can make her happy," i told him & grabbed a beer from the fridge & went to my room
I've been drinking a lot lately, it helps with the pain
but it's true, im in love with her, I just can't give her the amount of happiness she deserves so what's the point of trying
"call her," Gilinsky came in the room saying, I shook my head, "she doesn't want to hear from me, she's happy with Max" i said rolling my eyes
Gilinsky laughed, "she's with Max because she didn't have the one man she loved, you can't just love someone & have it completely gone" he said
"I'll call her when I'm ready," i said & he just nodded & walked out
Carsyn POV
I was currently on Johnson's Twitter, not really stalking but kind of stalking, if that makes sense
his last tweet was 'really missin you' I have this feeling but im not sure what it is
I started to think about when we hung out, how much fun we had & how he made me smile
I feel bad that I'm with Max because I need someone to keep my mind off Jack
but don't get me wrong Max is amazing but I love Jack
im in love with him
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
