JOHNSON
it's been 3 weeks & she hasn't gotten up yet
I've been here the whole time, well I obviously went home to change & shower & all that but the rest of my time I've spent here by her side
I talk to her everyday, hoping one day I'd hear a response
"so today marks 3 weeks since you've been in a coma, I miss you babe. I'm sorry for everything. I do love you. please wake up" I said
"I love you too Jack.." she mumbled
"CARSYN" I yelled
"shh" she said, indicating her head hurts,
"sorry," I whispered. she smiled
God I missed her smile
"I'm gonna go tell them you're awake," I said wiping a tear I never knew rolled down
"wait," she said quietly
"yeah"
"did you mean it? you know when you said you loved me, all those times" she asked me
I nodded, "yeah, I do love you, with all my heart" I said smiling
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her recovery has gone amazingly well
she's back to herself & im planning on asking her out on her birthday
"it's almost my birthdayyyy" she yelled while we were walking
"what are you getting me?" she asked
"nothing." I simply responded
she pushed me, "shut up" she said & smiled her beautiful smile
"I'm not throwing a party, I'm kinda sick of them. just important people," she said. I nodded
I'm glad because it'll be less people to ask her in front of
we got to her house & she hugged me
"you know jack, I'm glad we made up because you're amazing & you obviously make me happy" she said
I smiled & kissed her forehead, "love you beautiful"
& with that she walked into her house, me standing behind her watching her beautiful brown hair sway from side to side
she always takes my breath away
