I have almost no motivation. Still, I quickly review my script attempting to remind myself of why I want to shift in the first place. A whole world is at my fingertips, yet it feels so hard to get to.
The clock reads 11:11pm. Determination comes over me and I move my body to lay comfortably. I resent the star-fish position and I do not see a necessity with it. I begin mentally preparing myself by stating the steps to my method.
No negative thoughts I tell myself. I am shifting to Hogwarts.
Counting. I start count like all the other nights. But today is indescribably different. I get to 35 and... and I FEEL TINGLING. Very strongly. I reach 50 and it is as if I'm floating. I'm weightless. I begin thinking of my senses in my dr, knowing full well not to think of the process. But of the outcome.
I am at Hogwarts. I am at Hogwarts. I am at Hogwarts.
I imagine myself on the train. How I will feel waking in my dr, what I will feel, and what I will see.
Cushion, my body is laying on a firm but comfortable cushion. Something pencil-like rests in my hands as the chugging sound of the train continues and I drift into a sleep.
I wake up to the harsh opening of a door. My eyes slowly adjust as I see a tall pale blonde entering the room. DRACO MALFOY?! I DID IT!!! I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT WAS REAL!
My face lights up with excitement as reality hits me. I couldn't help but admire Draco. He's perfect. Troubled of course, but perfect in my eyes and I can't wait to be there for him. My gaze stop at his lips, soft and symmetrical. They're dancing together in a way that looks like he's speaking... To me!!!
"... Pardon?" I finally manage o spit out. I attempt to adjust myself up-right in the process but the train comes to an abrupt stop. Before I could realize I was falling, Draco's already catches me. His hands lingering on my waist. DRACOMALFOYjhwegvfkgcvjHANDSuyegvfgCLOSETOMEuhgvfh
I go to stumble backwards but his grip is still holding me in place.
"You alright there?" He asks, yet I can't seem to comprehend his words. Everything is happening so quickly. DRACOMALFOYhvgfhvfjdbgISHIFTEDkgfbgvdkbHANDSkjdbgf is the only thing racing in my mind.
"Uh yeah, yeah... I just, I'm gonna... Bathroom." I say, smiling much to brightly while walking out of the train compartment.
This is unbelieveble! It was so worth it, shifting is worth it. All those months of waiting and attempting. Makes up for this moment and all other moments to come.
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Hey lovelies! Just though I'd use this imagine as a motivation for me, and you if you need it. Just remember you matter, you're loved, you have a purpose. <333
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My Shifting Script , Journey, and Journal
FanfictionI don't rlly know what to put... Um, Has my (VERY PERSONAL) script, maybe some imagines, I'll document my attempts and journey. :)
