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if i don't say this now, i might start to break
i don't know if how much of this i could take
i'm not sure if how much tears i should make
all i know is that my life's at stake

been trying to hold it in
trying not to turn in
thoughts of just ending it all
but i know life will take its toll

been having this for years
but why does it feel new?
why do i always feel blue?
it's been sticking to me like its some sort of glue

day and night all i feel is sadness
laying down on it like its mattress
i try so hard not to feel less
but i always end up getting stress

when did i become someone i don't love?
someone i don't know?
all i ever have was myself
but it seems i don't know where'd it go

phantom pain
it's stuck in my brain
happiness is what i abstain
unintentional but it's what i can't regain

searching for a cure
but everything around me is blur
years of trying to endure
staying alive still remains unsure

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