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bitter sweet symphony

                                  Faye POV

10:00pm
,,You must have been so tired. Don't cry"
My heart slowly begins to melt with the lyrics and if one could fall in one song, i would totally do it.
Laying in my bed right now on a late September evening, comforts me in a way nothing else could do.
Maybe it's the song that sends me goosebumps over my whole body, or the view she gave me today, that's marked in my head. It's like a film i play in my head the whole time, and i can't escape- Would i ,if i could?
Daydreaming about her feels good in a kind of way, and even the thought that she's unreachable doesn't bother me. The fake scenarios i create in my head all day, are never going to happen-but maybe-
,,Instantly Stop it Faye"
I interrupt myself
I can't deny it anymore- i've been in love with her since they first day i saw her.
And it's okay right now, if i don't let it take too far.
Maybe that's why i keep a small distance between me and her.
Daydreaming about her is okay, but having eye contact for more than 2 seconds or even talking to her?
Not would i want at the moment, probably because i would get back into reality and had to stop daydreaming.
I live in my own fake scenario and i feel good.
I turn on the side of the bed and grab a pillow to hug it. The Song comes to his refrain
,,I'm holding on, to your soul"
I instantly close my eyes to feel the lyrics and melody.
,,I don't wanna talk about it. I just wanna hold your hand"
The song slowly comes to his end, and i don't know how long i've just lay there ,staring at the ceiling.