11: Goodbye

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안녕Goodbye

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안녕
Goodbye

"You won't leave, will you?... you won't stop playing." He shook his head in response.

With the help of his other hand, he made himself steady and reached my level. The faint smirk on the corners of his lips was driving me insane.

"I hate you. I fucking hat.."
And I never got to finish that statement because his pair of lips hovered over mine. My body became numb as soon as his lips brushed against mine gently. They were as soft as rose petals.

He covered my eyes with his right palm. Suddenly, all the voices in the universe went silent, only our heartbeats. My lips started moving with him in a sync, trying to distract myself from the pain in my heart.

Nothing else mattered to me that moment, only him and him. No rules...no plans...no reasons why.

Jungkook leaned back breathlessly. I heard him speaking in a whisper. "You better shut up about things you don't really mean."

I didn't mean that. I would never...of course he knew.

He then removed his hand to meet my eyes. I noticed that both of my hands were resting on his rock chest, and I had no idea how they ended up there.

He wrapped his hands around my torso, never breaking his eye contact with me. His sweet strawberry taste was still lingering at my lips.

His eyes...oh how beautiful they were. They were unavoidable. I wanted that moment to last forever and never end.

The paws of the jacket came in contact with his frozen but still pure as babies skin. I wished that it was real.

I wished we could go back to the day before everything happened. That day when he confessed to me shyly. I hoped I could be my innocent old self, again.

He squeezed my hand which was cupping his cheek and smiled in the warmest way possible. I shut my eyes closed with a bitter smile on my lips.

His fingertips kissed away the tears I didn't know once existed. "Y/N, are you okay?" He asked me with his melodic voice.

I removed his hand slowly, opening my eyes in the process. "I can't, Jungkook...I'm sorry."

"But why?...I know that you want me." The lump in my throat was choking me. Words left my mouth shakily." I-I just can't d-do it...p-please don't ask m-me why. Just l-let me go...p-please."

What about my dignity? I couldn't do it when I already saw things coming. This boy who kissed me minutes ago would break my heart again. I'd already learned my lesson. Contrary to my desire to be touched by him, I had to protect myself from getting hurt.

Jungkook stood up and took two steps backwards with his gaze focused on the ground. "Go."

I took the jacket off and placed it on the bench since he catches cold easily. I made my way to the out of the playground, taking deep unsteady breathes. My eyes landed on a familiar presence.

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