Famoso y él - MewGulf

I love you

He sat on the small bench, took his guitar and brought the microphone closer, looked both sides of the street and there was no one besides them but he was sure that it would soon be full of people.
I was feeling a bit nervous, so I took a breath and began to speak.

-Gulf- his voice echoed across the street due to the horns and he felt a chill, there was no going back -I know this is crazy, I know you don't want to talk to me now, I know you're angry and I know I screwed up everything, I just want you to know that I'm sorry, I really do...- he take a breath -But I also want you to know that... I love you, I love you as I have never loved anyone in my life, since I met you my life changed, everything was full of color, laughter, fun, moments unforgettable- hesmiled remembering all those beautiful moments with her little boyfriend -Since you are in my life, I am a better person, because you taught me a lot of things that I did not know I liked and you taught me not to have myself as a center, you taught me that everything I have is more rewarding and incredible if I have someone to share it with, now I know that I don't want to write any songs, I don't want to put out any albums, I don't want to sing in front of thousands of people and I don't want to win any awards if I don't I have you by my side-he felt like a lump was forming in his throat... but he didn't want to cry -Because everything is so empty and superficial if you are not there with me to congratulate me and give me a hug, I love you Gulf Kanawut, my beautiful fourth grade model, with everything I have and everything I am and I... I wrote this for you-

People were already beginning to approach, forming a crescent around them but everyone was in complete silence, Mew took his guitar and began to mark the chords.

-Shut the door
Turn the light off
If I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heartbeats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time...
You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be...
My love, my heart is breathing for this...
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say...
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement's clouded
Like tonight's sky-

Mew remembered that night in her apartment, after making love to Gulf, they were both on the balcony watching the sunset, that afternoon when she asked her fourth-favorite model to be her boyfriend officially.

-Hands are silent
Voice's numb
Try to scream out, my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be...
My love, my heart is breathing for this...
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say...
Before you leave me today...
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls at my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all...-

Mew looked up to where the Gulf apartment was waiting for him to come out of the balcony and smile at him as only he knew... but that didn't happen. I sing the last part of the song with a lump in my throat.

-You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be...
My love, my heart is breathing for this...
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say...
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this...
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say...
Before you leave me today...-

He finished playing the last notes of the song on the guitar and looked up expecting to see his pretty boy on the balcony, but Gulf was not there... his apartment was still off, there were already many people around him and he felt that the Tears could come out at any moment. Obviously Gulf was not going to accept his miserable apologies after what he had done, he slowly lowered his gaze and put the guitar on its stand he had to one side and squeezed his eyes so that no tears would come out... he could not bear that his beautiful child did not speak to him again.
He looked up at the entrance of the building and felt the soul return to his body in a matter of seconds, Gulf was standing there shaking his head in his direction, the singer gave him a guilty smile and when I least expect it, he already had the model on top of him giving him a big hug.
After a month, he could finally feel her warmth again, her beautiful arms hugging him, her scent, everything about him made him feel at home.