At the end of the day;
I have a Beautiful mother for who i must stay alive.
And if I kill myself today none of you would know why. a few of you all are still good people and i won't judge my relation with you. It's just not enough.
The year is ending and I still care only for others happiness and well being while im neglecting God who's clearly the only who's keeping me to end it and I keep telling myself that I seriously Cannot do this to my mother.
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On this If I don't text back know that I'm taking care of myself. And please don't text me any BS .
It will not do it.
Respectfully
