Is this really the end?
Is this really the only way?
Do you even care about me? Just as I questioned that, I remembered reading that someone's text.
"I don't want to care about her anymore."
Maybe this is the answer, I should have known from the start that we will never happen. There will be no us in the future. And there is nothing worse in the world than thinking you have a chance, when you really don't.
I'm a human, a girl. I have feelings, it hurts. My heart aches. Everyday, I cry. I pray. I feel sorry for myself. I get angry. I get depressed. I keep holding on to something. I get scared. I wait, for something that I wish to have.
It's too hard. Try more.
It's too much. It will get better.
I can't do this anymore. It will be worth it.
I give up. Liar.
Maybe I should stop, people said I deserve better. Because loving her hurts. This is it.
I closed my eyes with one question haunting me.
Is this the right choice...?
