"Actually, it might be something more"she said. All I can see is those big crystal blue eyes staring at me. We get closer and closer, and even more, our lips touch.....I'm absolutely speechless right now, I mean here I am kissing the most beautiful person on earth, my best friend. Then she backs up.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, I mean I don't even know if you have a girlfriend or not."she said worried.
"Don't worry, I don't have a girlfriend, if I were dating the only one I'd be dating and call it a real relationship is with you."I said. She looks at me confused.
"What's wrong?"I say.
"Nothing, I just thought you had a girlfriend and I did something horrible, then I would have called myself a slut!"She said. Then she continues to talk saying that she would have been a slut or something like that. I just grab her arms and push her towards me, and I basically start making out with her. This feeling I have never had before, but it feels wonderful. Just being with that one person, in the same room, just kissing them over and over. It feels great.
"Wait, where are your parents?!"I say worried.
"Don't worry they are out of town for a while, they would be coming back in two weeks or something like that. But shouldn't we finish the movie it's almost over anyways, so let's just watch it."she said happily. We sit in our original places, right where we were in the beginning. But this time she puts her head on my lap, and takes my hand to compare it to the size of hers. Then she grabs a pen from her bed and starts to write on my hand.
"Don't open your hand until you are outside of my house, okay."she said.
"Okay."I say. She puts my hand down and also the pen to. She starts to fall asleep. Then she actually did, I just stroke her hair gently, since she was sleeping I didn't want her to sleep on the floor, so she could wake up in the morning with a bad neck ache or even her back hurting. I grab her whole body and lift her up into her bed. I just see her lying there so nicely, I give her a kiss on the forehead and leave a little note on her hand saying...... "I had a great time last night thanks for inviting me over,let's do it again sometime, okay?"
After the note I shut off her television and close her door and leave the house.
When I'm outside I remember something she said to me, oh yeah she said to check my hand when I'm outside of her house.It says........
"Ben, my best friend or whatever we are now, I just wanted to say I have loved you forever, and I'm not talking about liking I'm talking about loving. Hopefully no one finds out, because you know how my ex-boyfriend will get when he finds out, so yeah, but goodnight."The words it gave me that feeling that I have never experienced before. It was a good feeling though, I feel like I don't even know what it is to feel like my old self again. The old me was lonely,miserable, a whole lot of words that I couldn't even describe.
I mean I don't have parents or siblings, I don't even know my parents or what they looked like. But here comes this girl who I knew since freaking pre-school, she became my best friend, now here we are kissing and everything, she gave me that feeling that someone actually cared about me for once. No one ever did.........
