Wondering

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I'm still following them. I hear a door open, it's the vice principal's office. Emma comes out crying, she leaves the school in a speed walking type of way. I go near the office to find out what had happened.
"Its just sad to see one of our best students suffer so much." Said principal Anthoney.
"What are you talking about, the girl can get over it, I mean my parents died when I was only like what ten years old, she is going to get over it soon." Said vice principal Johanson. She's a harsh lady. Just the way she said it was so rough. How could Emma get over it! She loved her parents more than anything in the whole fucking world. I mean I would have but like I said, I didn't have any. My house is paid by me, by me doing community service, working, and just being friendly and volunteering. When I was younger I was in foster care. I could just imagine how she would be feeling right now.
I gotta go find her right now. I'm looking everywhere for her. There she is, on a park bench crying her eyes out. I jog towards her.
"Emma?" I said.
"Yes, Ben?" She said.
"I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault, it's not anybody's fault, it was just natural causes."
"Well I don't have parents either, infact the only person who keeps me breathing today, is you." She turns around and looks at me. She stands up, wraps her arms around my neck and puts her head on my chest. I could feel her tears go through my shirt.
"Let's go to my place, it's close by." I say.
As we are walking she continues to cry more and more. She's rubbing her eyes, her mascara is starting to rub off on her face. I stop her for a moment and get tissues out of my bag. I give her one to wipe her tears off. And while she does that I also grab a water bottle from my bag and pour a little bit of water on it.
"Close your eyes." I said. I start to clean her mascara off, it's all around her eye area. When I finish we put the stuff in my bag and continue to walk on forward.
We finally arrive.
"You can spend the night here, if you want to." I said.
"Okay." She agrees.                 
"Well, make yourself feal at home, I'm just going to use the bathroom, I'll be right back." I said.
When I come out of the bathroom I see Emma in my garden. She's just sitting on the steps looking at the flowers and little lake that I am working on. I open my screen doors and lean on the doorway.
"There beautiful." She said.
"I'm still working on my garden, you want to help me with it?" I said.
"Sure, you have any garden gloves?"
"In the cabinet in the hallway I do." She goes back in the house and looks for the gloves. As she does that I look around my garden. That little lake needs major work. But as I'm passing through the flowers, I remember I planted one single rose, in the middle of an entire different kind of flowers. It's the only red one there.
"Hey I got them." Emma says happily. I just keep staring at that rose for some unknown reason.
"Ben are you okay?" Emma says while tapping my shoulder. I suddenly open my eyes wide and shiver a little and say "Yes, everything is okay."
"That's a beautiful flower." She leans in to smell the rose. I go inside my house to get a vase, and fill it with water. I grab my scissors, cut the rose, and put it in the vase, I also put some dirt in it. I give it to Emma as a romantic gesture. She looked at me crazy with her big, beautiful, bright, blue eyes and said "Thank you."
She goes back inside my house and puts the flower on my kitchen table, she puts on her gloves and starts to help me with the little lake I am building. She starts to dig a bigger hole.
"Don't forget to make it wide to, okay." I said.
"Alright." She said.
"I'll just be over here planting more flowers." I said.
  She grabs the shovel and starts to dig deep, deep, and even more deeper. She starts to hit the dirt hard and harder. I rush over to her and grab the shovel and put it down. She ends up falling in a sitting position on the ground, her hands covering her eyes, her hair covering her face. I move her hair away, move her hands apart, and wipe her eyes. Those big beautiful blue eyes.
"Don't cry."
"I know, it just breaks my heart." She hugs me tightly, and I do the same.
"Things happen for a reason and I know that's the cornetist thing to say but they do."
"I know." She said in a hiccup like way. I pull her up on her feet, put my arm around her and bring her inside my house.
"Why don't you go take a bath or shower to calm you down." I said. She nodds a no.
"Alright let me help you." I said.
I go to the bathroom and start to draw a warm bath for her, and add some bubbles so I don't see her nude. I pull her in the bathroom and cover my eyes while she changes and hops right in the bath. I could hear here body lay flat in the tub, I uncover my eyes and she is cuddling her legs. I have no girl stuff.
"Hey I'll be right back, I need to go to my room to check something." I said as an excuse to leave the house and buy girl shampoo and body wash. I leave through the back door where the garden is, lucky that there is a "CVS" down the street. I quickly run down to the store and buy the things. As I'm walking back to my house, I felt weird buying those things. I gotta hurry up before she suspects something. I run to my house and lucky she is still in the bath, I bring the things to her and she gave me a shocked face kind of look.
"How did you know I use that?" She asked.
"I just went to the store for you." I said. So I start to scrub her head with the shampoo that I got her. It smells good like roses and her body wash smells like honey. I go to my room to grab a towel so she can dry off. Then we go to my room. She just sits there on the bed looking at an empty wall. I go to my closet and give her a shirt and a pair of joggers.
I leave the room so she can change. She comes out.
"Are we going to finish the garden?" She said.
"No, it's raining." I said.
"Okay." She responded.
"How about we watch a movie in the living room? Your choice." I said.
"Okay." Yet again she said.
We go into the living room, and I now notice I have a huge collection of movies and x-box games. She skims through the movies.
"How about this one?"
"Oh, dirty dancing? I love that movie." I said laughing. She smiled back. I pop the movie right into the DVR and before I hit play I go to my room and get some blankets and pillows so we can sit on the couch in a comfortable way. Now I hit play. I sit on the couch, Emma puts her head on my shoulder and I put my arm around her. We are at the half way point.
"I need to go use the bathroom, I'll be right back." I said. She just looked at me. Any who I head to the bathroom and I'm wandering what I should do with Emma, I mean I wanted to make out with her but I don't know if she's in that mood. I just stand there in front of the mirror saying to myself.....
"If you want it, get it, or ask."
I head back into the living room. I sit back down.
"Emma?"
"Yes Ben?"
"So I was wondering if...." Before I could finish she grabbed my face and started kissing me. I was still in my sitting position, the only difference is that Emma was on top of me. I grab Emma and pull her closer and closer. I then stand up, her legs are wrapped around my waist.
I kick open my room doors. After that little door thing she is still kissing, kissing, and kissing me. I could feel her nails in the back of my neck. I push her into a wall. Not to hard though. I have a desk there and I sit Emma down on it. We are still kissing. I guess I didn't really need to ask. I grab Emma from under her thighs and throw her on my bed. She takes off my shirt and I start grinding on top of her, and still managing to kiss her at the same time. I give passionate kisses down her neck and all I could hear is her moan. That means I'm doing good doesnt it? Well I don't care as long as me and her are happy. She manages to flip me over, I don't know how but let's see what she does. She takes off her shirt, only reveling her bra. She says "here is your romantic gesture." She then after lies down on me with her hands pinning my hands to the bed, and starts to kiss me even more. I then flip her over making my hands pin her hands to the bed. She looks at me with a sexy ass smirk. I lick my lips, look at hers and lean down and kiss her neck even more. I could feel her legs wrapping around my waist. She uses all of her force to lift her hands and puts them behind my neck, her nails. She then pulls my head up and kisses my lips, biting them. I put my tongue in her mouth. I could tell that she is enjoying it. She let's go of me. I look at her in a confusing way. She takes off the pants I gave her and grabs me again. I don't want to get her pregnant even though I want a family but I want to wait till high school is done with. So I keep my pants on, and just keep on grinding on her. She grabs my chin and puts her tongue in my mouth. While I'm enjoying, I hear a knock on the door. I just pretend I don't hear it, but then it gets louder and louder.
"Let's stop for a second, I got to go see who's at the door." I said.
"Okay, but come back." She said.
"Where else am I going to go?" While I was saying that I put a shirt on.
I go to the door and open it. It's people I have never seen before, to be specific it's a woman and a man.
"Ben?" The woman says.
"Yes?" I said weirded out.
"May we come in?" The man asked.
"No, sorry, but until you tell me who you are." I said.
"I am you're sister, McKenzie." The woman said.

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