Letting Go Of My Pain [Series On Hold For Now]

chapter 9

Family vacation to get away and childish

- After the whole episode that Mase had everyone has been on their nerves. Mase mom and dad came out of his office and Mase look like he had been crying. He went to his room and mom and dad went downstairs. I went to his room and saw him sitting on his bed. "Hey baby look I am deeply sorry for what had happened back there" he state. "It is okay we all had days like that" i say truthfully. He nod. I went to sit next to him. " Mase I want you to know you didn't let me down okay?, And if you think you are weak your wrong you are way more stronger then you can ever imagine, and if you think you are a disappointment to me or max your not you are our role model we look up to you, it break us down seeing you like we will always be here for you Mase I promise and we will support if even if we have to help you hide a body we will your our brother the one shoulder that has been there for us we need you and now it is our turn to help you and be here for you, we may not be able to solve or help your problems nor your issues but I promise you will never have to face them alone" I tell him. " I know baby and thank you" he say and pull me in for a hug.

- We just sat there hugging and cuddling. I want to tell him about the whole family vacation thing but not now. We cuddled for a while. I went to bed. I was on my phone when I heard a loud thud under my bed. Nope not tonight. I ran out of my room and into Mason's room I see dad is there as well. "Sorry I need Mase for a minute" I say. "What is it" Mase ask. I went over to him. " There is something under my bed" I whisper in his ear and I hear a deep chuckle. " What is it"? Dad ask. " There is something under her bed"Mase say with a smirk. Dad just let out a chuckle. " Awww my baby act so tough but is still scared of the dark" dad say while playfully glaring at me. "I am not scared" I say and look away. When really I am still terrified of the dark. " Sure" dad chuckle. "You know what I will prove that I am not scared" I say. And walk out of the room. I just star at my dark room and open the door to Mason's bedroom. "Okay I am not scared but just please come check" i ask with a pout. Dad come out and went into the room. He bend down and lift up the blankets. "There is nothing there baby". "Okay " I say doubtfully. He tucked me in and leave a kiss on my forehead. But did he turn off the light? No no he did not.

I went to sleep but was woke up by a nightmare. Now I am scared to sleep. I get up and took a pillow and blanket with me and went to Rhapheal's room. I really hope he does not kill me for this. I open the door and went to the other side of the bed. He was sleeping with his back towards me which was good. I lay down on the bed my back towards him. I just star at the window I could not sleep anymore. I feel a arm around me. "Sleep baby" Rhapheal whisper to me. I turn around and snuggle into his chest. I feel a kiss on my temple. I feel sleepyness over come me. I woke up to someone screaming. "MOM DAD MASON LUSHIN MADDISON IS NOT IN HER ROOM"!!!!!!!!! that was Rayn. I hear Rhaph chuckle he did not even made the effort to do anything. The door burst open. RHAPHEAL WAKE UP MADDIE HAD BEEN KIDNAPPED WE HAVE TO FIND HER"!!!!! that was Donatello. OH NEVERMIND I FOUND HER SHE IS IN RHAPHEAL'S ROOM STILL SLEEPING. Well not anymore she's not dickface . Hey that is my brother. The same brother you hated about 6weeks ago? Shut it. I think I am going crazy i am having a conversation with myself. Footsteps came into the room. "One of yell one more time and I swear you are not gonna have voicel cords left to talk" Rhaph say.

"I know you are awake".

"No I am not"

I hear Rhaph chuckle. "Baby why are you whispering"? Max ask I whisper something to Rhaph making him laugh. "She said it is too early to talk loudly". Everyone laughed. "Come on angel and boys get packing" dad say. "Oh yeah the moving thing" Rhaph sighed. "No I have decided we will move in 6 months we are going on a family vacation taking a break from reality and we really need it" dad say. "True that"max agreed. "Are you gonna tell us" Michael asked. "No wait and see" I tell him. We got up and started packing. "Kids meet us at the door in 15 minutes" dad yell. "Who is your kid"? Grandpa ask. "You" dad answer. "Boy you are not too old to get your ass whooped" grandpa say. I can hear our brothers snickering.  We all went downstairs. " We will be taking our private jet" Mase say. "Why" Rhaph ask. "Because I said so" Mase say glaring at rhaph.

We all got into limo. "We will be be meeting your uncles cousins and aunts at the airport" dad say. "Okay". It did not take long to get to the airport. We met our entire family there. "Wait Mase that is the jet we are taking" Lushin ask. And Mase nod. {Pick in next part}

We got onto the jet. "Are you gonna tell us now" Michael whines. "We are going to our private island" I say. "Thank you was that so hard" he ask. I glare at him. "You guys wanna see the deck" Mase ask. They all nod. We went to the deck. Yes our jet has a deck that we can look out. "Why is there a glass over it" Lushin ask. " Because like the cabin door the glass is pressurerasred so if we open it everyone will past out through the lack of air that will be coming in" I explained. He just nod. We made our selfs comfortable I layed my head on dad's lap since I was sitting next to him. He just smile softly at me. So did dad tell you guys"? Dad ask our uncles. "No what is it" uncle Theo ask. "He is seeing someone"dad say. "what's her name" uncle Dwayne ask. "Madeline" grandpa say. "Dad your play days are long gone what if you pull a muasle trying to bend over" uncle Dwayne ask. Grandpa look at him in disbelief. "You mean doggie style" Brayn say with a smirk. "Hey there are kids here" dad scolded at him. "Okay enough about grandpa's doggie style" Max say with a laugh.