Anastasia's pov It's a warm monday morning the first day at college. I'm not going to lie I'm shitting myself. I don't know whether to wear a dress or wear something more covering as I am doing acting. Fuck it I'll wear a dress and bring in some extra clothes if needed. I wore this dress.|
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And am going to bring this outfit if I need it. |
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Shit its 7:30am. I need to catch my bus before I'm late. Ugh I have to take a bus I hate taking buses. My anxiety hates them not me my anxiety. PHIL'S POV I'm so glad it's hot this morning as it's my first day of sports collage I'm trying to be a footballer like I've always wanted. I'm going to practice at college but I am on the England football team it's just so I can get better. This is what I wore!
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If I do say so my self I think I look pretty fly. I know what it seems. No I'm not looking for a girlfriend. I've alway liked this girl since primary school but I was popular and she wasnt so I was very spiteful towards her as I didn't want to loose my reputation. Yep that's a bit greedy of me but I was a little lad thinking I'd never fit in and when I did I was living it to the fullest. ON THE BUS ANASTASIA'S POV I'm getting on my bus as I see the person I've been dreading to see since i left secondary. The one and only PHIL FODEN. Why did he have to be on the same bus as me. I thought I had lost the feelings I had for him but as soon as my eyes lay upon his brown luscious body and eyes. All of the feelings came rushing back. The memories of me telling him that I'd never be good enough for him and that's the reason why we hate each other. Tears roll down my face as I'm being pulled away from the entrance by the boy I didn't want to see. "Well,well,well if it isnt the beautiful Anastasia Hills. Hows life short stuff," the word snapping me out of my misery. "What do you want foden. Wasnt my statement to you clear enough,do I have to enfersize how I'm not good enough for you," this uncontrollable pain of words slipped out of my mouth. A weight was lifted of my shoulders. Yet I still felt bad. Why, because the hurt on his face which made me realise that he was only trying to be nice. "I'm s...sorry phil the truth is IM IN LOVE WITH YOU," I blurted covering my face scared for his reaction. "What, maybe let's just be friends at first," he said with uncertainty lingering in his voice. The embarrassment stinging my innocence heart. I cant fall in love with any one as I cant handle the power of losing someone. I hate myself. Why did I have to say anything. "Y..y..ye sure, were are you going may I ask" I said shaking with nerves. "Calm down baby,I'm going to Sports Academy, were you of," is words easily spilled out from his plump red lips. Did phil foden just call me baby, probably not its probably just in my imagination. "Young Actresses Collage, omg that's in the same building as Sports Academy. We should spend breaks with each other," I said calmly without any stutters. "Omg that'll be cool ok, can some of my mates join," he questioned. "Sure why not," the nerves came flooding back making me nauseous. "Looks like this is our stop," I said eagerly. "Yep that's right, let's walk together." Looks like their journeys not over
