Enemies To Benefits To Forever

chapter five

ANASTASIA'S POV
After the bus ride is over we arrive at the acting place. Me and Phil walk into the reception and tell the desk lady about the call that I got and she called the manager down to talk to me about it.
"Hello, I'm Gaston El Salvador, and I invited you down here to tell you that we watched your video and we think you'll be a great person to play the role of Jasmine in the tv show 'All Girls Go To Town', are you down", Gaston said.
I had ran out of words so phil answered for me, " yes she'd love to".
"Ok so you'll be playing the main character Jane Barnes, is that ok"
Without thinking I immediately answer "omg ye I'd love that."
"Were not going to get you started straight away but be here tomorrow morning at 7:30am, errm you can bring your boyfriend with you," he said with a grin.
I knew what Phil's words would be and I know they would hurt. Without any hesitation phil answered "oh no I'll never be her boyfriend." It felt like a bullet ran through my body and without realising a tear slipped from my eye and of course phil and Gaston realized. Phil immediately snaled his arm around me spinning me so I'm now facing him.
"Stas I didn't mean it like that I just meant that you'd never like me like that," he said trying to make the situation better.

IN STAS'S MIND
BUT I DO FODEN. I JUST DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO SAY IT CAUSE I KNOW IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU AND THAT YOUD NEVER LIKE ME THAT WAY.
BACK TO REALITY
"Yeah I'd never like you more, were just FRIENDS," the painful lies came out there was nothing else I could say. But there was I could of just told him the truth but yet again I just agreed to what ever he says.
PHILS POV
I know Anastasia likes me more then just friends but I dont wanna hurt her. I'm just not ready for a full committing relationship yet. I'm in love with her I really am I'm just not ready. I could see the pain in her eyes when I told her that we should be 'FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS'. She hates me for that. I know her to well and she thinks she's doing a great job at hiding her feelings but she's an open book to me. Stas can't hide her feelings from anyone there to loud.
We get on the bus and arrive at my house. She wants to collect her things that she left but I dont want her to leave. I grab her hips and push her against my wall creating a confused but a 'I'm enjoying it' look on her face. I slowly start pulling of her jacket.

A.N- ohh what's gonna happen next keep reading to find out. This to everyone that's actually reading this I really do appreciate all of you especially Tealhannah456  she comments telling me to let her know when I post and sometimes I forget but her comments remind me. Also Tealhannah456 let me know what else you want in this story. Like if they should have kids or not tell me plz I'm running out of ideas.