SUMMER'S RAIN

CHAPTER 18

CHAPTER 18

Case is staring at me the storm is thundering in his eyes sending shivers through out my bod. I feel myself leaning into him. As my lips are meeting his I think to myself “so much for not wanting any more complications.”  Once our lips touch any other thoughts other than what we are doing leaves my mind. I feel like I’m on fire I can’t get enough of the tastes of him; I push my tongue deeper into his mouth as my arms wrap around his neck, my fingers latching onto his silky hair. I hear him moan then his arms are griping me pulling me into his chest as he takes over the kiss. His mouth is attacking mine like I’m the oxygen he needs to breathe he runs his hands up my sides before wrapping them around my waist pulling me even closer to him. We are like to starved people who can’t get enough of each other. I don't know how long we kissed. It could have been seconds or hours. To be honest I don’t care, I never want to stop kissing him we have some sort of connection with one another. I have never felt anything like this before. Sure I have been kissed, had boyfriends, shit I’ve even had sex before but never have I felt anything like this in my life. This is different it’s like we belong together. I’ve never felt such a pull towards anyone as I do with Case. It’s him that finally pulls away first we are both breathing hard our foreheads touching as we gaze into one another eyes.

“I think we should stop.”  The way he says it makes it sound like it is physically painful for him to say the words.

I am breathing as hard as he is. I nod my head as I pull away from him trying to calm my body down. When all I really want to do is jump on top of him tare his clothes off and do all kinds of dirty things to his body. He takes my hand again interlocking our fingers, rubbing his thumb across the top of my hand. We don’t speak for the longest time as we get our emotions under control but once we do start talking it’s like we hang on one another’s every word. We sit on top of the hill under the dogwood tree talking for hours. He tells me about his parents and my birth parents plus about what his life had been like when he was a kid and his parents were killed. I listen to every word he says loving the sound of his voice. While he holds my hand, as my head lays on his shoulder.

“You’ve given me a lot to think about but, right now I’m really tired I could really use to lie down.” I begin to pull my hand from his only to have him hold on to me tighter as he questions me where I am going. I tell him I am going back to the house to go to bed and that I need my hand back to get up, without responding he stands up with my hand still in his. He pulls me up beside him. “You don’t need your hand back I’m not letting go of you until I have to. Come on I’ll walk you home.” The way he talks to me makes me feel like I am his everything. Do you see the reason I am having such a problem keeping my head about me with him? We walk back to the house. Well castle is more like it. I’m running on fumes by the time we reach my room.

 “Lana, I am sorry all this happened to you but I’m so glad you’re here.” He touches my face. As he caresses my cheek I gaze into his eyes seeing the truth of his words through his eyes. He leans down kissing me very lightly on the lips then whispers “goodnight.” I watch him walk away while I’m trying to catch my breath God he is unbelievable he has me turned on by simply telling me goodnight. I open the door to my bedroom stepping inside, closing the door behind me before leaning against it. Taking a few deep breathes to try calm down my over active hormones. Once I have better control of myself the tiredness sits back in, I quickly undress not bothering to locate anything to sleep in instead falling into bed with nothing but my bra and panties on. Pulling the covers over my head I feel tears once again falling down my face when thoughts of my family and friends enter my mind. I’m too tired to wipe them away so they fall on the pillow. After a few minutes my mind starts shutting down as sleep takes over.