Stupid In Love (Under Major Editing)

getting older!

its been 3 months which means my son is aswell three months turning in to his dad and i can onestly say babies arent so bad my son doesnt keep me up all night he sleep through out the day today is the day i start back up on my school work mom made me take three months off to take care of jr (Jr is what the babys nick name) so now that hes older i now have to finish school. Its crazy so much has changed since ive been here in arizona i mean can you believe it i have a baby im 16 barley gonna be 17 so soon. just as i was thinking to my self my mom knocked on the door

"Hey sweety i brought your little monster back" mom said hamding me the baby "Its 8:30 sweety i gotta get to work theres left overs if you get hungry and call me if you need anything" she kissed me on the head and then headed out the door i called damien

"Hey my pretty lady whats up"

"hey babe uh i stuck at home by myself with jr and i was wondering do you wanna meet up for breakfast" i asked nervously afraid he had to work

"Uh dammn sweet heart i have to go to work at 9am till 6pm" he mumbled "but we can all have dinner when i get off"

"Yeah okay" i say kinda annoyed

"i love you guys tho baby" he said sweetly

"We love you to babe" i say back " have fun at work"

"Funny no where near fun baby i can tell you that" he chuckled

" okay haha atleast try" i joke "Bye babe see ya later then"

"okay babe bye"

so since everyone left me alone i was alone so i decided to go job hunting i mean i know no one wants me to work but i wanna move out and i wanna save up so i can give my son the best life possable so i got changed i put on some dark blue skinny jeans and a tan shirt that had a lacy black little pocket i put in so black and gold sandles and put my hair into a messy but neat bun i grabbed my phone and aux cord and i grabbed the baby and headed out to my car now let me tell you my son is hella heavy haha i put him down next to me so i could lock the door i herd footsteps coming it was collin the guy that gave me a ride last time

" hey michelle  collins voice sounded so sexy

"Uh H-hey" i stutterd a bit

"what are you doing today" he asked

"well i was gonna eat breakfast with my boyfriend" i could see collins face expression change as i said my boyfriend" but he has to work"

"so where are you going now" he asked a bit confused

"me and my little man are going to find a job" i explain

"oh right can i tag along" he asked nervously

"sure why not" i say

i finished locking the door and turned to pick up jr but collin already had him in the car wow so i walked over to the car and drove to our first place Olive Garden

i walked in and went straight to the lady in the front

"Are you guys hiring by any chance" i asked kinda uncomfortable im bad with people

"Yes we are" she handed me the application

i filled it out and gave them everything they needed

"We'll call you" the lady said looking at her computer

"okay" i walked out and got in the car

"How was it" collins asked

"Okay they said that they would call me" i told him

we drove to pizzaria downtown and i applied there good thing the manager was there he let me do a walk in interview

"So miss jenner why do you wanna work here" the manager asked

"I want to save up to move out and support me and my son" i explained

"Okay no further questions that good enough for me" he smiled "welcome aboard"

he led me to the back had me pick out my uniform and handed me my work hours on a paper

"See you next week jenner " he shaked my hand and we parted i went back to the car

"I GOT THE JOB" i yell to collins

"really michelle thats great" he nodded " we should celebrate "

we drove to some restraut and talked and ate had a great time i am completely blown by collins i thought he would never talk to me again and here we were eating together with my son here it was already noon my phone was ringing .

"hello" i answerd it was a random number

"Michelle Jenner your boyfriend is suffering from a gun shot wound from a robbery that took place at his work" she explained

when she told me that i felt my heart drop tears rolling down my eyes i can hear collin asking me if i am okay but im in shock

"Ill be down there in a few" i inform the lady

collins started buckling the baby in and carried him out to the car i felt like i was driving crazy but i finally made it to the hospital i just grabbed jr out his car seat and shut the car door and walk as fast as i could inside the hospital i was pointed to his room and of course theres the love of my life the father of my child on the hospital bed knocked out i didnt know what to say i was just scared out of my mind the nurse asked us to wait out in the waiting room

"Im so sorry michelle"  collins said as we sat down

"I just hope hes okay" i sobbed i called jcs parents

"Hello" Mrs. Molinas sweet voice filled my ear

"Hey Mrs Molina its me michelle" i say in a shaky voice

"Is everything alright michelle" she said i could hear the worry starting to build up in her voice

"Its damien " i sobbed "he was shot during a robbery in his shop"

"Oh my gosh ill be down right now" she hurried and hung up

i feel like i was waiting in the waiting room forever then finally the nurse came out

"Hes waking up" she smiled.