~Made for eachother~

the public ..

Ethan showed us an article, people had found out about my pregnancy. I was shocked, I didn't want people to know it yet. Thomas looked mad and confused

"how did they find out!? Nobody posted anything about it!" Thomas said in a loud voice

"I don't know, there are also pictures taken by paparazzi" Damiano said pointing at the pics

Thomas and I were worried, we were being watched and everyone had found out about my pregnancy. Paparazzi are fucking disgusting.

"I- um..I'm going upstairs" I said and went up to me and Thomas's room and closed the door. I just sat on the bed overthinking, me and Thomas had decided to keep the baby a secret but now everyone had found out, everyone was posting about it on every single social media platform. The hate comments were just so hurtful, suddenly I heard someone come in the room

"Baby..?" Thomas said quietly

"What...?"I replied

"What's going on?"he asked

"People are hating on me and the baby, they're hating on someone who isn't even alive yet. They think that I'm cheating on you and that it's not your baby and I don't even know anymore" I explained and looked down. He didn't even know what to say, he just sat down next to me and hugged me, I bursted into tears

"Why do they have to be so fucking mean;!!?!? YES WE FUCKED AND YES IM PREGNANT, WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM PEOPLE!?!?" I yelled

"Hey..." Thomas said in an upset tone

"I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE PAPARAZZI I HATE EVERYTHING" I yelled in tears and looked Thomas in his eyes, he looked disappointed in himself, his eyes didn't seem as bright as they usually do

"Baby...I-" I said

"I haven't made you happy at all...?"he asked in an upset tone,there were tears hiding in his eyes. I couldn't see him like this

"No no Thomas you have!" I said in an upset tone too

"Have I made you hate your life?"he asked

"Of course not! Babe you make me happy, not upset!" I replied and held his hands tight

"I need time.."he said and left the room, It made him upset when I said I hated life. I didn't mean to make him upset, I love him so much I didn't want him to be upset with me.. I just sat down on the bed crying and looking at the floor for the rest of the night

Thomas POV:

I couldn't believe it, my own girlfriend hated her life. I left the room and went downstairs to the guys with tears in my eyes

"Hey man what happened!?" Damiano asked me and came up to me

"Tom why are you crying??" Ethan asked

"I made Luna hate her own life.." I said and went to sit down on the couch

"What!?!" Victoria asked in shock

"Bro she loves you more than anything what do you mean??" Ethan added

"She told me she hates her life and that she hates everything.." I explained

"Are you really sure that she actually meant it?" Damiano asked

"I'm sure..I could see the pain in her eyes and her voice.." I said

"I'm sure she has an explanation,but now it's not the right time. You can sleep with one of us tonight and you guys can talk about it tomorrow okay?" Vic explained

"Victoria is right, you'll deal with it tomorrow man" Ethan added

"Thanks guys.." I said and got in a group hug with them and afterwards we all went to sleep

I'm sorry that I haven't been updating you guys I just don't have motivation or inspiration lately and I have a lot of things to do because of school but I'll try to keep you updated <3