The story of us

Chapter Ten. August 2014

David took a different approach to dealing with the lost of our child. He went out.

I stayed at home, watching soaps and burning more than ever.

    one day David left when I accused him of unfaithfulness. I had a doctor's appointment later in the day and was fight on the phone with David till I had to leave.

   the doctors were supposed to be cleaning out the insides of my uterus. instead they told me that I was still pregnant. 9 weeks and the fetus was as healthy as possible. I was in a lost of words.

David refused to pick up the phone, he didn't want anything to do with me. I ran away, I knew I was going to be back later and I'd have time to pack later. I waited at the bus stop for an hour before I realized that the buses didn't run on sundays. To scared to go home yet I made the 3 hour walk down the mountain to David's house... 30 minutes in it started thunder storming.

  once I made it to his house his mother let me in and made me a drink, she told me David was out and she didn't know where she was. after calming me down she gave me a poncho and a bus ticket (downtown buses run on Sunday) I went to my best friend at the time Morgan's. My other best friend was there too and they made sure I was okay and comfortable.

    I didn't really think that they would tell David. but at 1 Morgan's apartment was buzzed and sure enough there was David crying out in the ran. I went downstairs and found him there. he begged on all fours to have me back. and he swore he'd never hurt me again. David slept with his hands around my stomach the whole night and he took me to his house and let me stay there till I had to go home.

  it was only a week later that I was rushed to the hospital, I had fallen down my basement stairs and broke my ankle and was bleeding severely. I was hooked up to machines and they asked me questions and what not. they told e because of the bleeding the chances for my child were slim..the hospital made me stay there for an entire day before they told me of I lost him or not. they gave me a d&c (they clean the uterus out) and they told me that the extra lining meant that I had lost another. twins. I had lost them both two different times. David was in a state of panic went I finally spoke to him.

Drinking was a popular response, David's family reunion was mostly a blur... for everyone. I loved being happy with him and he loved being happy with me.

the end of August marked a turning point of which I've struggled to come back from.