The forbidden love

Sticks and stone may break my bones but word will never

Me and Jeremiah took the ten hour drive to Colorado and we stayed at hotel near the asylum

Tomorrow is the big day I said

Yes it is Jeremiah said

What I said

Jeremiah place his warm hands on my waist

I think it time to do it for real this time Jeremiah said

I don't think so I said

Come on it'll loosen tension make you feel better Jeremiah said

Okay I said

I took my shirt off and my pants off just panties and bra. Jeremiah moved me to the bed and kissing my body up and down. His warm chest against mine made me safe. He slides my panties off my body

I'm going to insert myself into you are you okay Jeremiah ask

Yes I said

He inserted his penis into my vagina as I felt him thrust into me as I closed my eyes I pictured my father the night he sexually abused

Stop I yelled crying

Jeremiah pulled out

I ran to the shower and I turned on the hot water as I scrapped my skin violently as it turned raw and red trying to rid any dirtier whore of myself

Ace Jeremiah voice hit me as I slide down the shower wall crying under the water.

Go away I said

Jeremiah sat down and moved me between his legs as water gently fell on us. I leaned my head against his chest as I cried harder

He hugged me tightly as I cried harder. Jeremiah held me for the remainder of the evening.

He helped me to the bedroom. I laid my tired head on cool pillow as I slowly closed my eyes for the night

7am in the morning my alarm sounds

I stretch and get up

Come back to bed Jeremiah said

We have to see my sister today I said

We got dressed and I started having a panic attack

Just breathe Jeremiah said

I haven't met my sister before I said

Maybe she'll like you better then your parents Jeremiah said

We got into the car and drove Sister of Mary asylum

We knocked on the giant metal door

It open up

Hi I'm Sister Helen

I'm Ace Thomas and this Jeremiah Micheal my boyfriend

Come in Sister Helen said

This place is gorgeous I said

Are you admitting someone or visiting someone Sister Helen said

Visiting I said

Who Sister Helen ask

Olivia Cora Thomas my sister I said

Oh Olivia will be so happy to see you Sister Helen said

She took us back to a meeting area with a conch but no windows

I'll go get her Sister Helen said

I'll come with I said

No you stay back Sister Helen said

Okay sorry if I ask I said

She left

Umm this place is terrifying I said

Olivia was brought in with a straight jacket on and had bruises around her eyes

I sat back down

Hey Olivia I said

Hey Ace

I sat down

This is Jeremiah my boyfriend I said

So you finally got a boyfriend Olivia said laughing

Yes I said

It about time I was playing tinder with the nurses to find you a boo Olivia said

I'll be back in fifteen minutes Sister Helen said

Okay I said

Sister Helen close the door

You guys need to help break me out this place is terrible Olivia said

Tell me I said

Jeremiah record this please

The staff is terrible they hit you and give you some weird medicine to keep calm. When I first came here I was strip searched me Olivia said

Have mom or dad seen you? I asked

Nate and Katie hell no there the one who put me in here obviously they didn't want me in their life Olivia said

Why don't you referenced them to Mom and Dad? I asked

They took my childhood Im twenty years old I could be married and yeah I'm here in a asylum for undisclosed mental health issue I hate them I hate them I want them to burn in hell. They cussed me great pain in my seven year of life here. No one came out they told my godmother to abandon me. They didn't tell you about me so you wouldn't come get me out Olivia shouted

Why did you even come here? I asked

I was deemed crazy when I needed an IEP to study or when I was depressed they called me brat Nate punished me for having suicidal thoughts and dropped me off her never to see him again Olivia said

Katie how did she treat you? I asked

Horrible Nate brained-wash her into hating me Olivia said

Times up Sister Helen said

Oh sister ten more minutes Olivia begged

Twenty more minutes then it bed time Sister Helen said

There just one more thing that I need to tell you about Olivia said

I'm listening I said

One night I had a mental breakdown and I destroyed something in my vulnerability I was suicidal so instead of getting me the help I needed one of the male nurses who I trusted with my secret raped me. Then I got pregnant with his bastard child. They pushed me when I had a miscarriage. They threw me in an isolation when I was miscarriage with nothing on Olivia said

I'm am so sorry I said

I want to leave be free and want my childhood back I've been through so much already Olivia said

Jeremiah bring the car around in the back I said

Okay Jeremiah said

We walked to the front door

Where you going? Sister Helen ask

To take a walk I said

Okay be back in ten Sister Helen said

We got outside make beeline for the car and got the heck out of there

Thank you Ace Olivia said

Of course I said

We rode to McDonald's to get some food

Nate at school right now I said