Yujin's POV
I went to our school and I felt the stares of my schoolmates,heh great I mean why are they staring at me?Do
I look really pretty today?kidding lol, who wouldnt be staring at you when you looked like tortured kid.I ignored their stares and walked straight to our room,the moment I got in-
"WTF!WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?"Minyeon shouted and now our classmates attention is on ours"Can you fucking calm down?Im alright,chill"I laughed a little,"YOU EXPECT ME TO CHILL WHILE YOU LOOKED LIKE ABUSED KID!" I shook my head and ignore her,I heard her footsteps behind me.
I looked aroundour room but the attention is still on me,I sighed"Guys,chill I'm alive okay"I joked but they didnt even flinch "Am I that pretty? Just take a picture it will last longer"I joked and some of them only glared at me.
"YUJIN TELL US,WHAT HAPPENED?" "YAH,TELL US WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?" "ARE YOU CRAZY?! ITS NOT TIME FOR JOKING!" "YOU SHOULD REST FIRST" "ARE YOU REALLY OKAY?" they asked me in unison,I mentally facepalmed and close my eyes to calm myself"Im ok,could you guys shut it?It makes my head hurts." I said in serious tone.
"They are just worried,tell is what happened?" I turned my head to see him standing beside me,I didnt notice him tho,well I just ignore him because it makes my blood boil if I think about it again."Are you deaf?" he said while placing his hands on his hips,pfftt who are you?my mom!I hold back my laugh and keep my straight face,"YAH" he shouted,tf is wrong with this bitch"its none of YOUR bussiness soooooo,"I looked at him "go away" I rolled my eyes.
"you better tell me what happened before I call your mom and tell her your situa-" I glared at him"Do you really want to know WHAT happened to me and WHY does this happened to me?" He smirked "of course,now tell me" my blood is boiling because of this guy I huffed and walk outside the room,Im not really ready to talk about it again,I acted brave yesterday but Im really scared. I heard his footsteps behind me, I walked faster until Im infront of the rooftop door,I was about to lock it but he catch me up and stopped the door,well shit.
"I said tell me what happened to you" he said once again,I looked at him
"Im n-not ready y-yet" I avoid his gaze at me"and why is that?" He folded his arms ,I stayed silent and sat on the ground"Could you please tell me now?I dont have a day to wait for you,Siyoung and I have a-" I looked at him in disbelief "THATS THE REASON WHY THIS HAPPENED TO ME!YES ITS YOUR FAULT!" I shouted,I feel the tears in my eyes are going to let go but I hold it back"What do you mean?"he asked me,"I waited for 2 hours,WAITED FOR 2 HOURS FOR YOU!but what did I get?! I nearly got raped because of YOU" I cant hold it back anymore,I let my tears stream down on my face "I appreciate that you waited for me but why? He asked in confusion, I scoffed" YOU CANT REMEMBER,DO YOU? YOU TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR YOU SO WE CAN GO HOME TOGETHER! BUT YOU" I pointed at him"YOU" I cant continue my sentence, it hurts when I think about their picture again,it hurts so much.I cried harder and he walked towards and kneeled down"Im sorry, I forgot about it" he was about to hug me but I pushed him.
"Yujin" he shouted but I keep walking until Im infront of our room,"The teachers are on important meeting so you know what it means"Minyeon said happily and the others cheered,I guess its not a bad day after all. I grabbed my bag and bid farewell to them,Im going home since there's no interesting in our school anyway. Its not called CUTTING okay?! When our teachers are on important meetings,it means no teaching day so yeah, students are free to do whatever they want.
"Hey Yujin!" I heard a voice and I know who is the owner of that voice,I keep on walking"Wait!WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!"she grabbed my hand, I pulled my hands and she looked at me "yah,whats the problem?" She asked me"Nothing,Im going,bye" I was about to walk away but I remembered one thing "Siyoung,I thought you are going to rest, why are you with Seungmin yesterday? I asked her "Well I got bored, so I called him hehe" she scratched the back of her neck while showing me a peace sign,I just nodded and wave at her. Going out without me tsk.
I got home and lay on my bed,yeah imma sleep right now cozzzzzzz why not tho lol.
I woke up around 6 p.m.,wow i slept for 7 hours?! Well it makes sense tho,I had trouble on sleeping yesterday because of what happened.
I walked outside since I'm bored at home,my mom is always on her bussiness trip and my dad passed away 6 years ago. I headed to the playground and sat on the swing.Im alone in here but it feels nice tho.
The air hits my face as I looked on the sky,its getting dark so some of the stars starts to come out.
My eyes are getting watery while thinking about what happened yesterday,I know I need to stop thinking about it but it bothers me. I sighed and wiped my tears "You'll get over it"I mumbled, trying to cheer me up.
I suddenly remembered what Siyoung said earlier "I got bored so I called him hehe" why Seungmin tho,I mean I can hang out with her too,I sighed.
"Maybe she already knew it and she feels the same?"
THIRD PERSON'S POV
Back then Seungmin is so nice to me,but when Siyoung came she become distant but not super distant,I dont why but when Siyoung is not around he always tell me"Siyoung is really pretty right?" I always nodded because its true tho, she is really pretty.I wish he will tell me that Im pretty too.On 7th grade we always get along,but the two of them is more closer so its unfair because they said we're trio but here I am,all alone again because they hang out without me,great.
Flashback (7th grade):
I was about to go outside our room but something caught my eye,its a notebook,Seungmin's notebook. I hurriedly go outside to give it to Seungmin but I was too late, I saw him with Siyoung while ruffling her hair while she giggled across the road.
"Flirty ass"I mumbled and I decided to give it to him tommorow.I dont know but my heart feels like it got stabbed a thousand times when I saw them together.I think this is what they called love? Yuck,gross its so disgusting,As in Me and Seungmin? wtf its impossible
Right?
I ignore all of my thoughts and I suddenly looked at the notebook, I got curious so I turned the first page,then I realized its his diary!
Its really unnecessary to read it because everyone needs some privacy.But when I was about to close it,something caught my eye, the name is so familliar.
Yes,as I said its really unnecessary to read it because everyone needs some privacy but I got so curious,reading one page wont hurt,right?(btch you thought hehe)
Because of my curiosity,I turned the page, I looked at the date and it was written 2 weeks ago.While reading it, one sentence caught my eye,
"And today Im sure about my feelings for Siyoung,I like her"
I widened my eyes, my eyes are getting watery and here it is again the feeling that I hate,the feeling like my heart is getting stabbed I hate it.
My tears starts to stream down and my chest hurts.I looked at the sky and thats when the rain starts pouring on my face.I put his notebook in my bag amd looked at sky again"Im so dumb for not realizing right?"I sighed "Well she is way better than me she is prettier and smarter than me"I chuckled"Dont worry,its just a small crush,it will fade away soon"(bitch you thought×2) I tried to cheer myself but its useless.
That's when I realized,Im really dumb back then to realized.......I like him.
Present~
I ignore all of my thoughts and stared at the sky. I looked around and I noticed some familliar faces, when they turn around-
"I knew it,they are hanging out without me again"I mumbled, I looked at them and I saw his beautiful smile while looking at her.His eyes are shimmering while staring at her.
"I wish,I was her"
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