What's Within A Heart (Chris Brown Love Story)

Chapter 5 ❤

Me: I just can't !! 

I stated running to to the bathroom with tears flooding my eyes! I have a baby girl and I don't want to ruin our family. He just keeps beating on me tho ......! I began to sob. Chris ran after me. I slammed the door in his face - sliding down the door thinking and crying about what just happened. 

Chris:Kamira.... 

I chose not to answer back. So Chris decided to slide down the door with his back against the door ... Like me.  

Chris: Kamira... what's wrong ?? 

Me: I can't tell you!! Your gonna get mad...  

I couldn't help but think about all the times he hit me.. Over and over.. Every time I tried to think of the good times the only thing that appears are the bad times. I couldn't do anything but cry from the physical and emotional pain I suffer from.  

Chris: Bae I won't get mad... 

(We call each other bae bcuz in high school we were best friends then too! So my long time Besties Priya and Jazzy said we acted like a couple. That's how it started. NOW CONTINUE...) 

Me: no I can't tell you (crying)  

Chris: Is he hurting you ?! 

Me:........ 

Chris : IS HE HURTING YOU ?!  

Me: No  

Chris: you better not be covering for that nigga!  

Me : i promise ( I sobbed )  

Chris: ok I want you to tell me if he does anything to you.....ok ..... I lOVE YOU !!!!  

Me: I love you too! I really do but it's just hard right now. With Chyna as old as she is - I don't want her to be sad. Justin and i might have our moments ,but we love each other ... 

Chris:.... 

Me: Chris !!! I love the life out of you!! !! I just can't right now bae.. I would die for you just to be happy and you should know that!!! I've cried over a lot of niggas but you the one I'm stuck on!!!  

Chris: I'm glad you feel the same way as me!!! ....... Bae can you plllzzz come back out here ??!? 

Me: ok .!  

I cleaned myself up and washed my face. I peeped out the door - chris was sitting on the bed and he smiled at me. I finally stepped out the door and he instantly patted his lap. I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck while laying my head in his chess. 

Chris pov  

I love Kamira.. She is the only girl I would change my ways for. She's a walking masterpiece !!! Her eyes are really beautiful. I just feel like I can be me whenever I'm with her . She's the other half of me. If love was a drug I'd be arrested for her possession. It's like she brings a new person out of me. She obviously knows how to fuck a nigga.!..... But that's not the point she makes me smile❤ !!! 

Me: Bae can we kiss one last time ... 

Kamira: noooo 

Me: plz it won't mean anything 

Kamira: you promise  

Me : yea 

Kamira: fine.  

We crashed our lips into each other. Her lips felt so soft as they moved in unison with mine.... Everytime we kissed I could feel something. Whether it was a kiss on the cheek or anywhere I always felt a connection. We have been kissing for 10 minutes now. She slightly pushed me back indicating she wanted me to lay down . She sat on on top of me - bent down and we got back to where we left off. NO WE DID NOT FUCK!!! We just kissed. 30 mins later she broke the kiss while sitting back up.  

Kamira: Baeee I should go ... 

Me: why you frowning ? 

Kamira: Bcuuzzzzz I want the D  

Me : lmao  

Kamira: it's not funny...!!!  

Me: one day .. One day .. 

Kamira: ya promise !? 

Me: yeaa bae ! Now go before he be callin..  

Kamira: one last kiss plz while we goin down them dangerous ass stairs lmao  

Me : ok let's go! 

I picked her up and put her legs around my waist as she put her hands around my neck !! I still can't believe she was almost crying for the D tho. Was I that good!? Lmao but I love my baby. I walked down the stairs slowly Bcuz I knew she would be pissed if I walked fast. We finally got to the bottom of the stairs - them some long ass stairs tho. I got ready to put her down but she started cutting a fool like a baby . Mann If I could I would Wife her up and i would never cut loose never , or cheat - nothing !! So I picked her back up and carried her to the door.  

Kamira: thx bae !!! I don't want to go but I LOVE YOU!!! ❤ 

Me: I love you too !!  

We kissed one last time and I walked her out to her car. I must say she Killin'em with that Camaro . We got matching car paint 😁 !!! With the army designs . She stayed over here for 4 hours. Man I love that girl❤😘😏💋 !!!!!