-Why Did You Have To Love Him?- North Korea x Russia(?)/America x Russia(?)

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another nk x russia cause this thing is my life source at this point-
anyways this fic is inspired by the song heather, yknow the one that goes "you gave her your sweater, it's just polyester but you like her better. i wish i were heather"
well yeah this fic is inspired by that

also ame's gonna be a girl

(OKAY SO THIS IS THE AUTHOR LIKE OVER A YEAR LATER!!! FINALLY FINISHING THIS SINCE THE CH PHASE IS BACK BABEYYYY)

angst
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North Korea ran into his apartment, his roommate South Korea giving him a questionable look as NK was violently sobbing, rushing to his room to close the door.

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- December 3rd -

It was a cold day, snow was falling and North Korea was talking a small walk through a local park with Russia. The wind was bitter and the snowflakes tickled the smaller's skin, who was shivering, he had on was a thin, long sleeved shirt that barely gave any protection against the cold.

"" (Are you cold Korea? Here, take my sweater, I'm not even close to cold.) Russia said, breaking the silence.

"" (Thank you Russia, but I don't want you getting sick, are you sure?) NK gave the other a concerned look.

"" (Of course, you're shaking, and besides, I like the cold.) The taller chuckled, placing his jacket over NK, who stood there in silence, his face growing redder by the second. They just stood there, looking at the snowflakes falling and children playing.

- 5 days later, December 8th -

NK and Russia sat on a bench to people watch. Russia didn't seem to be looking at a ton of people, however. Instead his eyes were locked tight on America.

"" (Russia, you seem distracted.) NK said, looking over at his friend.

"" (I kinda am, just. Look at her, isn't she gorgeous? That's my girlfriend, America.) Russia muttered, eyes locked on the girl.

NK froze, "" (N-no, this.. Girlfriend? This can't be happening.. I.. Why? What does he see in her, she's so stupid and-) North Korea's thoughts were cut off by Russia.

"" (You doing good? you're breathing pretty hard.)

NK looked at Russia, "" (Yeah, everything's fine..) NK lied, feeling tears prick up in his eyes. "" (I'll be right back, gotta go to the bathroom.) He mumbled, getting up and speed-walking away.

The Korean charged into a stall, tears fell even harder. "" (Why..? How could this happen..? He- she- that damn bitch America!) he cried, feeling so alone. The one he loved, Russia, loved someone else, America. That bitch America..

NK calmed himself, knowing this jealousy would only make it worse. He wiped his tears and walked back to Russia, who was now talking to the American.

"" (God dammit...) NK mumbled.

"" (Hey Korea! You remember Ame, right?) Russia giggled, his hand on Ame's waist.

"" (Yeah, I remember her..) NK half growled, trying not to show his despair, luckily it worked.

"Hello North Korea, I remember you, at war with South Korea still?" Ame asked.

NK jolted, his face showing a mixture of rage and shock, "" (A-ame, you can't just say that!) Russia nudged America.

"Sorry, didn't know that made him mad." Ame said, her voice displaying a dull tone.

"" (That's it, I'm out!) NK growled, turning around and stomping off. Russia started to follow him, but America stopped him.

- Meanwhile with North Korea -

North Korea ran into his apartment, his roommate South Korea giving him a questionable look as NK was violently sobbing, rushing to his room to close the door.

"" (North? What's wrong? Are you okay?) SK asked, lightly knocking on the other's door.

"" (I- I.. Russia.. He- he..) NK sobbed, he could barely speak.

"" (May I come in?) SK asked, moving his hand to the handle on the door.

NK stayed silent for a second, then a clicking sound was heard and the door opened.

South looked at North, who was shaking, tears falling, staining his face. South said nothing, just hugged the other, knowing no words would help. North just stood there, slowly hugging back, his eyes watering again. South gently rubbed North's back, and his breathing went back to normal after a few minutes.

"" (May I ask what happened? I worry for you y'know..) South mumbled, carefully rubbing the other's back, making sure not to say the wrong thing and distress his friend.

"" (It's stupid, South, it's stupid.) NK hissed, those stupid words that America had said stung hard. "" (AMERICA THINKS I FUCKING HATE YOU, THAT WE STILL FIGHT AND-) North cut himself off from saying any more, simply sighing and letting his head rest on South's shoulder.

"" (Hey, hey, America didn't know, it's okay,) SK muttered, trying his best to keep the northern country calm, "" (Just take a break, we're good now, yes? Let's find you a distraction!) South smiled, hoping that it would help. NK didn't say anything, just stared off into space. "" (That's... that's not all of it, huh?) SK asked, preparing for the worst.

"" (Russia, he-) North wouldn't dare to let himself continue, reveal who he loved to South. Luckily, nothing was pushed to be said and they just sat there.

Eventually, they let go, "" (Want to watch a movie?) SK suggested, grinning at the sight of NK nodding.

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I honestly did not know how to end this, I'm sorry-!

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