Johnny Depp character short stories

Chapter 56 depression part 2

( imagine you're very depressed and you're having a depressive episode and you're good friend Johnny comes over to calm you down and it works. ( trigger warning ahead this deals with almost harming oneself and other tough issues so if you don't like it skip this chapter ). Mia: I sat on the edge of my bed my breathing heavy and uneven as I tried to make sense of everything but couldn't, one of my best friends has recently passed away and I had only found out about it a couple of days ago and so it took its toll on me and I'm now at home taking a few days off from work because I wasn't mentally stable enough to even face the outside world right now and I couldn't face any of my friends who have called me multiple times and they've left me voice messages. I got up and I and I made my way over to my bathroom going in I slammed the door behind me shut and locked it then I started pacing the bathroom walking back and forth my hands pulling the sides of my hair as I was overthinking a little too much then I looked at my reflection in my mirror and I walked over to it and I punched it real hard with my hand I heard it break but I didn't care.                                                                    Johnny: I walked up the steps to mias house and I walked to the door but I saw it was open so I let myself in closing the door behind me , and I took my jacket off hanging it up then I saw a lot of dirty pizza boxes wine bottles and clothes all over the place but I didn't see Mia so I looked around in every room downstairs and she wasn't in any of them but than I heard a loud noise come from upstairs and I quickly made my way up the stairs ( time skip ) Johnny: and once I made my way up I walked into her room it was even messier than the rooms downstairs and I looked around searching for her but still I saw no sigh of her but then I saw that the bathroom door was closed and the light was on so walked over and I was about to knock on it , when I saw pill bottles I picked one of them up and it read antidepressants Mias depressed I think to myself but I set the bottle down than I knocked on the door Mia I say Mia it's me Johnny I just came over to check and see if you're alright I say , but I get no answer so I start feeling panicked and I bang on the door.                          Mia: I stood in the bathroom and after I punched the mirror and broke it I broke it into tiny little pieces and I was about to hurt myself by ingesting some of the glass but before I could hands smacked the glass out of mine and then those hands grabbed me and I started screaming Johnny: Mia I say pretty much shouting at her Mia: stop leave me alone I say kicking Johnny: it's be Johnny Mia: please stop I say and I try running Johnny: Mia I say and I than fall to the floor and get on top of her holding her hands above her head Mia: just let me go I say in a whisper Johnny: I can't let you do that sweetheart you'll hurt yourself Mia: but I wanna die Johnny: no shhh it's ok I say and I than let go of her arms Mia: tears fall heavily down my cheeks and I sob Johnny: it's ok come here I say and I pull her into a hug Mia: I'm sorry Johnny as I cry into his chest Johnny: it's ok love you're ok I say and rub circles on her back to calm her down Mia: I continue crying into his shoulder Johnny: my heart broke for her it really did I didn't like seeing her like this especially after what I witnessed and her trying to harm herself these depressive episodes I didn't like them. I'm just glad I was here this time to stop her from whatever she was gonna do