The hate that binds us

Epilogue

{Do it for you. no one else}

It has been 6 years, 6 whole years, I miss him every day but I have moved on and I hope he did too, I am happy again, I am a mafia boss now, and I have a daughter, her father had abandoned us but I don't care as long as I have my little flower with me I have everything I need.

Her name is Rose.

"Rosy, sweety come on we need to go," I yelled as I wore my shoes, today is my father's birthday and it's going to be very big and grand everyone is going, I am wearing a red dress with a slit on my leg and my breasts show from the top, it's big and long, my hair is sown in natural curls and I'm wearing silver shoes.

"I'm ready mama," Rose said coming down the stairs in her pretty purple dress, she gave me a little twirl with a big smile her front tooth missing, "You look beautiful my flower," I said picking her up going to the door placing her in her car seat since she's only 5 and I don't want her to get hurt, I'm very protective over her.

I started the car and began to drive while Rose and I sang the song on the radio, about an hour later I drove through the golden gates, many people are there dressed in elegant dresses and expensive jewellery, I parked the car myself before getting out placing Rose on her feet locking the car placing the key in my clutch.

I walked through the doors with Rose by my side, we walked through the double doors and everyone looked at us as we went down the stairs, "Happy birthday dad," I said hugging him "You look very lovely dear," he said kissing my cheek, "Grandpa," Rose squealed from behind me.

"My little granddaughter," he said grabbing her hugging her, I smiled and went to the bar ordering a drink, I sipped the alcohol wincing as it burned my throat, as I turned on my stool looking at the fancy people my eyes saw the one person I didn't think I would see.

Dimitri Petrov.

He is laughing, his smile, oh how I missed that laugh seeing that dimpled smile, he has a girl by his side though, she is beautiful, long brown hair with strands of gold in it her blue eyes sparkling as she looked at him her nude coloured lips stretching into a smile as she laughed.

They look good together.

I feel my heart crack a little as I see them close together laughing talking and kissing each other, I was the one who told him he should move on, and he did and so did I, my frown replaced with a smile as I saw my Rose talking to Zander and my two other idiotic brothers.

That's my family, my messed up family that I wouldn't trade it for anything, I'm happy for Dimitri, he found his love and I found mine.

But I still love you.

Even though the person you love is not me.

There she is, in her red dress looking beautiful as always, she's smiling, her smile that captivates me, makes me melt, makes me liquid, she's looking at someone, as the crowd moves a little out of the way I could see a mini version of Bianca talking to Bianca's brothers.

Who is she?

"Dimitri, I heard you're a capo now, congrats," Milo said with a smile "Ah, yes I am, and so is your daughter huh?" I asked and he nodded both of us looking at her, "Have you two talked to each other?" he asked and I shook my head.

"Well, son, that is her daughter, Rose," 

Daughter?

She has a daughter "Is her husband around?" I asked trying to see who she made a child with "He abandoned them when she gave birth, he saw the child and left," he explained, how could he do that? 

"But I see you have found a pretty girl for yourself huh?" he asked and I nodded looking at Maya, "Are you gonna put a ring on her finger someday?" he asked "Someday," I nodded with a small smile "You two look great together you seem to really love her," he said and I nodded with a tight smile "I do," 

I loved your daughter too.

"I see you father let me go say hi," he said and I nodded with a smile, I played with the strap Bianca gave that is still around my wrist, I haven't taken it off since that moment. It had stopped smelling like her and it smells more like me.

I don't like it.

I looked back at her, at her fingers to be specific, trying to see my ring, but it's not there, she really did move on, my heart broke a little gain, that is when she moved a little and a necklace appeared around her neck.

My ring.

Around her neck, like a necklace.

She didn't forget me.

I smiled and sighed out of relief. I felt delicate hands wrap around my bicep, "Maya," I breathed, "That your first love?" she asked nodding towards Bianca "Yeah," I said kissing her lips, "She's cute," she said "She is," I nodded not taking my eyes off of the women I had fallen in love with after Bianca.

I kissed her again, "I love you," I whispered "I love you too," she giggled against my lips.

The very first woman who showed me what love felt like, the only woman who made me fall head over heels for, Bianca Diavolo.

I loved you.

I still do and I miss you every second of every day but Maya refilled the emptiness that you left Bianca.

But if I had a flower for every time I thought about you I could walk in my garden forever.

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Hey, it's the end, the very end, this is the last book of the Diavolo series, thank you all for supporting and reading this book.

~Devilskiss