Anidita: Anything For Husband.

37) love love love!

"Bondita tum meri jaan ho, main tumhe kisi bhi halat mein nhi kho skta smjho. Jab umar hogi tab kar lenge hum", Anirudh tried to make her understand but maybe this didn't worked on her instead this made her blood boil more.
And she instantly jerked his hands and moved away from him.

"Jab dekho yhi bolte rehte ho ki umar nhi hai umar nahi hai. Areyy 17 saal ki ho gayi hun main. Ab aur kitni umar chahiye.. rajni ko dekha h apne? Uska kitna pyara beta hua hai pichle mahine hi. Kya aap mujhe maa banne ka sukh nhi dena chahte? Kya aap mujhe zindagi bhar bina bache ke rkhna chahte hai?",

"BONDITAA yeh kya bole ja rhi ho tum? Maine aisa kab bola tumhe? Maine bola toh ki hum karenge bacha par sahi samay aane par", yelled anirudh.

"Sahi vakt! Sahi vakt! Sahi vakt! Tang aa gayi main yeh sun sunke. Arey kab ayega vo sahi vakt jab yahan ki aurtein mujhe banjh kehkar maar dalengi?", Bondita shouted with tears in her eyes. And this broke Anirudh, he never thought bondita was going through this much pain. He felt guilty for all this coz he was the one who always denied for kid.

"Bondita tumhe yeh kisne bola?", Anirudh asked with pain in his voice. Bondita smiled with pain.

"Aapko kya farak padta hai mujhe koyi kuch bhi bole? Aap toh bass apna yeh sahi umar ka jaap lagaye rkhna", Bondita ran from their wiping her tears.

"Bon-Bonditaa!", Anirudh shouted but she didn't stop. 

Flashback End.

Bondita instantly returned to reality and again saw the man who was holding her in his arms but this time she didn't felt happy instead her head pained more.

"Banjh"
"Pati dusri shadi kr lega
"Pati ko sukh nhi diya"
"Dusri patni"
"Miss Rose kaise hai aap"

Memories started flashing her eyes which gave her pain and she instantly jerked Anirudh off of her. Which made Anirudh sad and he frowned.

"Dur rahiye aap mujhse, kis haq se mere pass aa rahe hai aap?", Questioned bondita with pain in her voice. Anirudh got shocked and inched forward towards her.

"Nhi nhii ....Ruk jaiyee vhan par..mere pass aane ki glti bhi mt krnaa.. vrnaa", she yelled.

"Bondita meri baat suno", He tried to calm her with as much possible smile.

"Nahii, koi bondita nhi.. mar gayi apki bondita!"

"Bonditaaaa!!!!", Anirudh shouted at his peak making her fear.

"Tumhe mujhpe gussa hai na toh fir yeh khudpe kyun kar rahi ho?? Huh?? Ek baat janlo tumhari zindagi sirf tumhari nhi hai ab vo meri bhi hai. Smjh aa rhi h na tumhe! Tum meri zindagi ko mujhse chinne ki koshish krne ke baare mein soch bhi mat lena",yelled anirudh making her heart flutter and eyes teary.

"Toh kyun jaate ho uss Rose ke piche? Kya main kaafi nhi hun apke liye? Kya main vo sukh main nhi de skti aapko jo aap usmein dhundhne jaa rahe ho?", She spoke with pain.

Anirudh winced in pain knowing how she believes she isn't enough for him or he is going after another woman for pleasure which she isn't able to provide.
He tried to calm himself so he could make his bondita calm and make her believe she is His complete Life. She isn't something who is their just to calm his hormones but she is his breath, she is his heart, she is his meaning to life for whom he can go to any extent .

With alot courage he opened his eyes and inched more towards her making sure the gap between them is negligible but the moment she sensed his motion she backed off and moved towards window wiping her tears. Anirudh pressed faint smile and got off from bed to move towards window and hold her in his arms.

"Shona", Anirudh spoke with the most firm and sweet voice which he could making his head rest on her shoulder and holding her waist in his tight grip to which she tried to move but couldn't coz of anirudh's strong muscular arms.

"Mujhe nahi pata tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki main tumhe chod ke kisi or ldki ke pass jaunga. Mujhe nahi pta ki tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki main tumhe chod ke kisi or ko apni duniya ku bnaunga.
Mujhe nhi pata ki tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki main tumhe chod ke inn Ms.Rose ke pass jaunga", He was speaking but bondita cut off him and held his hands in tight grip which were encircled on her waist.

"Pati babu plz. Mujhe dard hota hai uska naam sunke", Bondita confessed her pain. Anirudh smiled faintly knowing she is melting in his embrace slowly.

"Mujhe nahi pata uss party ki raat ko aisa kya hua ki hmari zindagi mein itna dard aa gya", After speaking this Anirudh instantly felt her fingers grabbing his hand more tightly as if sharp pain crossed her body just by recalling that day.  He kissed her neck with a smile to soothe her pain to which she gasped.

"Aur akhiri mein mujhe bilkul nhi pta bondita ki tumhe aisa kyun lgta hai main tumhare alava kisi or ko apne bache ki maa bante dekhna chahunga", The moment Anirudh spoke this she got shocked which was felt by Anirudh and he loosened his hold on her and she turned instantly to look at him.

"Ky-Kua bola aapne?", She stammered with pain. Pain of happiness and shock.

"Maine vhi bola jo tumne suna shona. Haa main sirf tumhe hi toh apne bache ki maa bante dekhna chahta hun", He spoke with tears flowing. She felt as if someone instantly gave her full 8 handi of badam rassogullos. She smiled with the widest smile and cupped his face.

"Aap sach keh rahe hai?", She asked with happy tears. He smiled back and pinched his centre of neck.

"Shottiii", he chuckled. She laughed with tears and hugged him with a jerk making him fall little backwards but he managed and got hold on her perfectly.

"Zindagi ki sbse badi khushi dedi pati babu aapne mujhe".

"Aur mujhe apne roop mein meri zindagi vapas dedi tumne bondita", He moved his hands on her hair tears continuously flowing through his eyes.
But she stopped making him frown and broke the hug taking a look at him.

"Par aapne toh kaha tha ki abhi nhi krenge bachha", tears of pain again started flowing through her eyes to which he smiled. He inched towards her ear biting it little and whispering.

"Agar main kahu tumhare pati babu se galti ho gayi thi toh?", He chuckled making her wide her eyes.

"Matalab hum abhi...", She smiled with shyness.

"Haaa hum ab-....", Anirudh laughed making her more shy and she made eyes face cover with her palms.

"Ready hai aap madame?", Anirudh smirked making her more shy.

"Haaa", she smiled still making her face cover with her plams and he chuckled and held her in his arms to move towards bed.
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