brothers best friend||@gabenotbabe

5

Y- .......Gabe
Ga- what?! why him and why not me?!
Y- cuz he's my best friend I knew him longer than you im sorry
Ga- fuck this shit and just so you know i was only gonna use you

he got in his car and drove off, I stood there not knowing what to say until someone snapped me out of my thoughts

N- hey you-
Y- im fine, I just- I can't go anymore

I ran inside and up to my room leaving them all there. I changed into comfortable clothes and locked my door, I laid on my bed and put on music a few minutes later someone knocked on my door

Y- go away!
R- im not leaving til you open this door!
Y- than I guess your just gonna sit there

I got up from my bed and went to my closet, I grabbed a box that had vapes,weed,sharped objects and other stuff. you hardly use the stuff but you wanted to smoke so why not, I sat back on my bed and rolled up some weed

*few hours later*

I was already high just laying upside on my bed still having a blunt in my hand, I unlocked my door like an hour ago so my brother came in my room but along with the group

R- y/n what the hell are you doing?
Y- smoking can't you see

I laughed and put the blunt back in my mouth but someone immediately snatched it out which had to be Grace

Gr- hell no! you not smoking no more look at you
Y- I'm fine okay nothing serious

I laid up and turned to face them

A- you need to go to sleep
J- yes please do
Y- mmm let me think about it.....no
G- that's it your going to bed

he walked over to me and laid me down in bed putting the blankets on me and turning off my music

Y- he-
N- shut up y/n

I pouted but started to slowly drift off the to sleep

~Next day~

I woke up to music playing downstairs I got up and went to my bathroom to brush my hair and teeth as I looked in the mirror I saw that my eyes were bloodshot red. I put eye drops and went downstairs

R- morning
Y- hi
G- you feeling better now?
Y- please don't start
R- breakfast is ready so eat
Y- who made breakfast cuz I know you can't cook
G- I did
Y- right....

I grabbed a plate and sat down a few mins Gabe sat next to me and smiled

A- Entonces, ¿qué haremos hoy?
Y- puedo ir a matarme
N- are you stupid
Y- no why?
Gr- girl imagine how Gabe and Ricky would be without you
J- Estaban deprimidos y cagado y ya no saldrán
R & G- no we won't
N- mhm
R- okay maybe we will but besides the point what do y'all wanna do today
Y- like I said kill myself

I said getting up from where I was sitting and put the plate in the sink while walking upstairs

R- no vas a matarte, ¿verdad?
Y- Nosotras veremos
R- okay.....what?!

I got into my room and locked my door laying in my bed, I started to think about the memories we had with our parents (your parents died in a car accident in the story) I got lost in my thought and didn't even notice Ricky in here

R- you okay?
Y- ......
R- hey? I said are you okay
Y- yeah....sorry I was just um-thinking you know
R- your thinking about mom and dad right?

I looked up at Ricky with teary eyes

Y- I miss them

I started crying and he pulled me into a hug, there was a knock on my door but we didn't bother to look

R- hey it's okay? I miss them too but we're strong and we got this alright, we've been had this for years now
Y- I know but-
R- but nothing, let's go have fun and get things off your mind okay

I nodded my head and hugged him one last time after a good minute we pulled back and looked at the door and saw the group

G- we were definitely not being nosy

we laughed and everyone walked out except Gabe

G- you okay
Y- yeah I'm fine

I faked smile and he hugged me as well, I hugged back and than pulled back after a few mins

G- I'm here for you, you know that right?
Y- yeah and I appreciate you that's why I love you and the group so much
G- we love you too

we stared at each other for a moment without saying a word and we started to lean in and.....

sorry guys cliffhanger 😁