"I was gazing out my window when it started to rain. As I watched each droplet fall, I thought back to our past times together"
I was sitting here at the garden for almost hours, im waiting for my boyfriend, then suddenly may biglang nagtakip ng mata ko i think i know him na base sa amoy
"Guess who" he mockingly said napairap na lg ako sa ere
"What take you so long?"i ask irritately
"Sorry na babe i just buy you this" then he show me a boquet of flowers wala sa sariling napangiti ako
"Thank you babe iloveyou" i said sweetly he just smile.
"Iloveyoutoo babe so let's go?"he ask and offered he's hand,i dont hesitate to hold it and we start to walk malayo layo pa ang lalakarin namin kaya we decided to throw some riddles
"Babe eto huh A man is found murdered in his office and the suspects are Peter,julie,jason,molly and brian there is a Calendar in the office with the numbers 6,4,9,10 & 11 written in blood so who's the suspect?" I asked and looks like nahihirapan sya HAHAHA
"Hmm,can you give me a clue?"he asked
"Yeah sure so the clue is the calendar and the numbers" I said HAHAHA he looks really clueless HAHAH
"Ugh i give up so do you mind telling me whos the killer?" And ten tenen he gives up HAHAH
"Well the killer is jason" i said proudly and he looks so clueless
"But how?"
"Simple dba i told you na ang clue ay calendar at numbers?"he just nodded
"Listen carefully ok?so look at the numbers theres 6,4,9,10 & 11 right?so here it is bilingan mo sya ng pa month ,look when you count the six in the calendar by month it will turn in June right?then the 4 is April 9 is September 10 is October and lastly 11 is November look carefully babe kuhanin mo yung mga first letter nila then buuin mo the it turns out Jason so Jason is the killer gets?"i asked with a wide smile
"Oh shit oonga no antalino talaga iba talaga pag alagang wattpad HAHAHAHHA your so smart babe"
"Tss,bolero"
"Uyy nde tro kaya" nag patuloy lg kami sa pagkukulitan ng biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan
"Oh fvck naulan na takbo"nataranta kaming dalawa kaya dali dali kaming tumakbo para makasilong and luckly may nakita kaming waiting shed kaya doon kami pumunta and when we get there he asked me agad if ok lg ba ako i just nodded to him
"Babe here wear this baka lamigin ka" he said sabay abot sakin ng kanyang jacket at sinoot ko naman and then he hug me at sabay naming pinanood ang bawat patak ng ulan walang isa man ang nag salitan samen.
"Babe what if i tell you na nde na ako magtatagal pa sa mundo?" He broke the silence and i gave him a glare because of that shit question
"What?im just asking"siguroy napansin nya ang sama ng tingin ko sa kanya
"Dont say that babe matagl mamatay ang masamang damo at tsaka magpapakasal pa tayo kaya nde ka pa mawawala sa mundo oki?at isa we need to fullfill our dreams together right?thats our promise so dont say ask any shit question understand?" Natawa na lg sya at marahan na tumango and he kiss my temple.
*weeks later
Nde pa kami nagkikita ng boyfriend ko and wala kaming communication sabi nya kase may gagawen lg dw syang importante,but im worried na kaya i decided to call him but he didnt answer it so i call her mom na lg and sec pass she answer it na
"Hello tita?"
(Y-yes i-ija?)
"Tita naiyak po ba kayo?ano pong nangyare?and asan nga po pala ang anak nyo he didnt ans my calls po eh nag aalala na ako "
(N-nde ba n-nya sinab-bi sa-ayo?) Bigla akong kinabahan
"What do you mean tita?
(Were here in a hospital ija he have stage 4 cancer and we didnt know kung makakasurvive pa ba sya come here ija he needs you) tila nabingi ata ako sa narinig ko nde ako makapag salita then suddenly biglang nag poped out sa utak ko yung tanong nya nung isang linggo
"Babe what if i tell you na nde na ako magtatagal pa sa mundo"
"Babe what if i tell you na nde na ako magtatagal pa sa mundo"
"Babe what if i tell you na nde na ako magtatagal pa sa mundo"
"Babe what if i tell you na nde na ako magtatagal pa sa mundo"
Tila isang sirang plaka na nagpapaulit ulit sa isip ko yung tanong nyang yon at nde ko na mapigilan na mapahagulgol nde ko na alam ang gagawen ko
And now i see myself here infront of the hospital nde ko alam kung papasok ba ako o nde nde ko alam kung ano mararamdaman ko pag nakita ko sya and last i decided to come in
Now im staring at him sleeping peacefully while holding his hands nde ko mapigilan umiyak ng umiyak and then may naramdaman akong nagpupunas ng luha ko and i saw him worried
"Hey why are you crying y'know i dont want to see you cry right?so stop crying babe iloveyou ok?"he said nde ko na napigilan at niyapos ko na sya damn i love this man so much and i cant afford to lose him nung kumalma na ako i ask him
"Babe why didnt you tell me about your condition?kaya ba sabi mo magiging busy ka this fast few days dahil andto ka?" He just stare at me for a second and sigh and look away
"Im sorry babe nde ko sinabi sayo to kase ayokong mag alala ka saken at isa pa ayw kta makitang nasasaktan-"i cut him
"Sa tingin mo ba ngayon nde ako nasasaktan huh?babe tangina ang saket na makitang nakahiga dyn sobrang sakey babe y'know i cant afford to lose you y"know na mahal na mahal kta so pls babe dont give up fight,fight not just for me just for yourself so pls babe fight pls"i cried hard he just stared at me and then i hug him so tight hanggang makatulog ako
Nagising ako while holding his hand nagpaalam muna ako kay tita na bibili ako ng makakain but before i go i kiss him in the lips. Nakabili na ako ng pag kain para sa amen nila tita and im on my way to.his room ng makita kong nagmamadaling pumasok ang mga doctor sa kwarto nya i ran as fast a i can at pagpasok ko i heard the doctor said
"Im sorry but he didnt make it kusa na syang bitaw"With that i feel i loss i feel so hopeless feeling ko ako na yung pinaka malas sa mundo tangina lg sa dami ng pwedeng mawala bakit sya pa?i rush to him and hug him so tighy niyugyog ko sya
"Babe dba sabi ko lumaban ka babe pls wake up babe andami pa nating pangarap so wake up dba sabi mo ayw moko makikitang umiiyak?so babe pls wake up pls"humarap ako sa doktor
"Doc pls save him pls his my life my everything so pls doc save him im begging you pls"napaluhod na lg ako sa kakaiyak nakakainis bigla na lg nag flash back sa utak ko yung mga ngiti nya yung mga pangaasar nya saken tangina lg sobrang saket na makitang asa kabaong na ang taong mahal mo ang taong nag silbing ilaw ng buhay mo sobrang sakit. Pinanood ko kung pano tabunan ng lupa ang kabaong nya,i wiped my tears after remembering that hurtfull past of mine hanggang ngayon d ko pa rin matanggap na wala ka nga siguro nga tama sila ang pag ibig ang parang ulan may katapusan at sa tingin ko eto na ang katapusan ng kwento nating dalawa ngayon mag uumpisa na ang aking bagong pahina ng wala ka.
Ps:sorryyy po kung may wrong grammar HAHA luv you all hope you enjoy mah story HSHAHSHS
