I could feel my heart just out my chest
His soft hands holding me
Soon turn into claws tearing my soul
But I loved it
The rush made me feel
Feel
Alive
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" Y/N! Please stop this all really, I didn't mean it. You know i love you. I didn't mean to hurt you. I promise." I can hear him say from behind me. I ignore him slowly walking out the bed room. I couldn't believe it, he really hit me. A sharp pain fills my cheek just thinking about it. He said he would never hurt me...I thought he meant it. I never thought he would hit me. " Y/N? Please listen to me, this once?" I could hear his voice getting closer though the hall. I dart for the kitchen hoping i could find someone to defend myself with. I look, scrambling through the drawers. Finally, a knife. I grab it in time for him to enter the kitchen, "Woah! Y/N what the fuck? what is your problem? A knife... think about who you are pointing that at. It's me, it's Dell." he says with his hands in the air. I started to shake, I don't know what to do. I've never been in this situation before. I knew i had to leave at once, he could hurt me again. "Baby, look at me. I said I was sorry. I didn't mean it. I got carried away, let me get a hug..mk?" he says coming closer. I lock eyes with him, his beautiful dark brown eyes fill my soul with a strange feeling, it wasn't happiness. It was a feel I couldn't explain but it made me feel complete. I dropped the knife and stare at him. i let one tear fall, then another, then all my tears were pouring out of my eyes. He walks up to me kicking the knife away. " i will never hurt you again, I love you Y/N" he whispers in my ear going in for a hug, i take a step back but soon give in. His hug made me feel like i was the only one in his world, like i was the center of his universe.
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He is nothing but a shadow in my life now. Nothing but this thick smoke making over my eyes, mouth, body. Slowly choking me until I let go and surrender to my death. I feel nothing, not even the indescribable feeling I felt the day it all began, I am empty, my body is the same but my soul has been gone for years. He took away my soul, trapping it in his body so that I am his, only his.
| (Dell- Maltese origin) meaning "shadow") |
A/N: i wrote this before i went to bed so i'll fix spelling mistakes in the morning. but i hope you guys like this. I had to look up names for like 30 Min to find the perfect name for his character. anything thank you for reading this story <3 i love you, im proud of you, please be safe, and remember i'm always here if you need to talk :)
