she wants to say 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪
but keeps it 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩
because love will mean falling
and she's afraid of heights.
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15. 安慰人群 "yeah i just needed company now yeah, i just needed someone around"
You've been counting the days up till the very last week, if it wasn't for the fact you were staying with your boyfriend you might have already gone insane.
Constant nightmares and sudden mood drops.
You were struggling to keep up, It always happened when it was close to their anniversary.
Remembering how you found out..the terror in both you and your sister's eyes.
You remember denying it when you found out, refusing to believe such a thing.
"You're lying!"
"You have the wrong house officer."
"Please tell me you have the wrong house."
It kept replaying in your mind over and over again.
The memory of your sister almost fainting taking a toll on you, when it came to their anniversary all the sympathy you feel for your sister comes back.
You feel bad for her, you just wanted to be in her arms telling her that you had her and she had you.
You just wished that was her case, but the sad reality always snaps you out of your wildest dreams.
It wasn't her case. It never would be.
Just a week and a few days from now you would finally see her face to face and boy was that scaring you.
You looked up to her when you were younger, she was your role model, your rock, your bestfriend.
She was everything.
You remember the days she would braid your hair for you, your mother would always brush too hard so she always did it for you.
Her gentle personality, she was practically an angel sent for you and she was beautiful.
A part of you was waiting to see her, regardless of the pain she left you to.
You just couldn't lie to yourself.
You flip through the book you were barely actually reading putting it down near the bed side table and slide down into the sheets groaning.
Eren walks into the room laughing at the weird position you laid in, you sit up quickly only then realising he had entered the room.
"I was cleaning up, you good?" He asks as he begins to remove his shirt.
"Can't focus on my book." You sit up on your knees walking to the end of the bed, Eren places his large hands on each side of your face looking down at you.
