she wants to say 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪
but keeps it 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩
because love will mean falling
and she's afraid of heights.
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18. 叛徒 "not really sure how to feel about it something in the way you move makes me feel like i can't live without you it takes me all the way, i want you to stay "
It was beginning to get unhealthy.
You hiding away from everyone was turning your world upside down, you had simply refused to leave the house after your last encounter with Eren and whenever any of your friends attempted to get you out of the house or even tried to break you out of the shell your dug yourself into, you shut them out immediately.
You knew it was bad, extremely bad actually.
If this was how heartbreak was supposed to feel you sure as hell were hating it.
You scroll through your phone watching the many videos you have of the two of you on your phone while silently sobbing.
"He's so stupidly hot." You cry, biting into the bag of oreo's under your arm while your hand swipes through your phone.
This was utterly sad.
It got to the point you were even crying over how attractive you found him, to say you were going crazy was an understatement.
It was a routine, wake up, overwork yourself, sleep when you're too tired to be crying and then leave the tears to night.
You knew it was unhealthy yet how else were you supposed to react?
You weren't in control of your feelings.
I mean you just found out that your first boyfriend that you presented your family to and also just might have grown strong feelings for dated your sister who abandoned you leaving you quite traumatised or whatever their relationship was.
Everytime you thought about it, you felt like utterly throwing up again.
Why did it have to be him?
Why did it have to be him that she ran away with? Why couldn't it be anyone else?
You wanted it to be some else.
Did he even know that you were the sister when they ran away?
Of course he did. You heard what he said.
"Eren..seriously.."
"Maybe Hina, I wouldn't have to tell my girlfriend that I ran away with the only person she was going to rely on when she lost her parents!" He let out his final breath but when Eren raised his head to look at Hina clearly, she wasn't looking at him.
